balanced?
I think I'm okay. I'm not 100 percent positive though because I still feel a little numb. But hey, I've always been a pretty self sufficient person. I forgot that about myself. It's been years since I actually had to be like this, but I don't think that's its so foreign that it will be impossible.
I realized that I have to be somewhat fake at school. God knows that I don't want to be, but sometimes you just gotta pretend like you're this outgoing person and that you love everyone. And then maybe it'll actually start to become true.
I figured I'll go to church today to get a little of the spirituality back in me. I used to be really really into that when I was younger. I mean I did go to a parachocial school for 13 years of my life. It feels kinda natural. And it's not that I am really even into believing in the Catholic religion completely. I just like the communal coming together and life that one gets from a ceremony. I can say I miss this part of my past a lot.
So then there is eating a balanced diet and exercising. Not done and done. I hate spending my money on groceries, but I guess I have to.
And then there is surrounding myself with people that inspire me. I figure if I go to church, hang out with family, and start to open up to the teachers and students at the school.. all should be a-okay.
I figure I'm a pretty good person, but to be a good person is going to take some time and true dedication. Thanksfully I have my clarity back and my sense of self.
I realized that I have to be somewhat fake at school. God knows that I don't want to be, but sometimes you just gotta pretend like you're this outgoing person and that you love everyone. And then maybe it'll actually start to become true.
I figured I'll go to church today to get a little of the spirituality back in me. I used to be really really into that when I was younger. I mean I did go to a parachocial school for 13 years of my life. It feels kinda natural. And it's not that I am really even into believing in the Catholic religion completely. I just like the communal coming together and life that one gets from a ceremony. I can say I miss this part of my past a lot.
So then there is eating a balanced diet and exercising. Not done and done. I hate spending my money on groceries, but I guess I have to.
And then there is surrounding myself with people that inspire me. I figure if I go to church, hang out with family, and start to open up to the teachers and students at the school.. all should be a-okay.
I figure I'm a pretty good person, but to be a good person is going to take some time and true dedication. Thanksfully I have my clarity back and my sense of self.