things are turning around for me
Probably the most stressful and hard last couple weeks in a long, long time. Possibly most stressful week of my life. This house deal is over tomorrow, I cannot fucking wait.
From here, things can only go up.
I'm exited to start things again, moving always seems like a fresh start--even if its only a few minutes away.
It's crazy to think a year has already passed. Last year I would never have imagined how different things would be for me right now. How different people would be. It just really makes me nostalgic sometimes, but then I realize I don't miss it because it wasn't what I thought anyways, I was just confused, and it was time.
This past year has really made me question myself.. mostly my judgement. I always thought I was a pretty good judge of character, but I must be fucking blind or something. I feel like I have this blaring sign on my forehead saying HEY take advantage of me- It's easy and I'll let you!!
I'm not too big on new years resolutions.. and it's already March. But the year is still fresh and I feel like things are going to be changing, and I am definitely changing.
Today I am making a promise to myself to not let people walk all over me like they have this past year. I'm going to be a stronger person, not only in what I do, but especially in what I don't do. I'm going to stand up for myself because I know I deserve better than what I have been accepting. And I am certainly going to be smarter about my decisions.
Right now I feel strangely and overwhelmingly happy, hopeful, and have such a satisfying sense of relief- and ultimately, of closure.
:)
From here, things can only go up.
I'm exited to start things again, moving always seems like a fresh start--even if its only a few minutes away.
It's crazy to think a year has already passed. Last year I would never have imagined how different things would be for me right now. How different people would be. It just really makes me nostalgic sometimes, but then I realize I don't miss it because it wasn't what I thought anyways, I was just confused, and it was time.
This past year has really made me question myself.. mostly my judgement. I always thought I was a pretty good judge of character, but I must be fucking blind or something. I feel like I have this blaring sign on my forehead saying HEY take advantage of me- It's easy and I'll let you!!
I'm not too big on new years resolutions.. and it's already March. But the year is still fresh and I feel like things are going to be changing, and I am definitely changing.
Today I am making a promise to myself to not let people walk all over me like they have this past year. I'm going to be a stronger person, not only in what I do, but especially in what I don't do. I'm going to stand up for myself because I know I deserve better than what I have been accepting. And I am certainly going to be smarter about my decisions.
Right now I feel strangely and overwhelmingly happy, hopeful, and have such a satisfying sense of relief- and ultimately, of closure.
:)