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i got on the scale at my grandma's house last saturday and it said i was 119.5 lbs and i was like holy shit. i mean i had my lumberjack vest on and had just eaten dinner, but still i have never weighed that much before. the next day when i was back home in va, i got on the scale and it said i was 114. that's still a lot though considering i'm just barely 5'2", fuck. great i've gained 14 lbs from almost 3 years of college. i need to exercise. i haven't even been drinking at all recently or even towards the end of the semester i hardly drank. sure, the weight has made my booty the most excellent it has ever been, but goddamn i have the biggest gut ever and now i have these thunder thighs. once i lose weight the booty will go awayyy most likely. man i don't think i can go on a diet. yeah i can try to eat better. i hate splenda/equal/and shit like that. i think it makes coffee taste bad. ugh. but i can't get really skinny either because i have a mellon head and it looks funny when im a skeletor with a big dome piece. i just need to get down to 105 or something. yeah and i need to start running again. man i wish i could be sent to boot camp so i could get in shape and be really strong. that would be so tyte. i can't even do one full push up.