christmass!
so christmas is in two days! how excitinggg. =] i'm going to be at my dads for christmas as usual. i got jeff a hollister sweater, a lebron t shirt, a pillow case with my face on it, and im going to pick some other stuff up! we're doing great. almost one year.. what a scary thing. i don't want to lose him, and when i do it's going to hurt really bad. i've never been happier with a guy. maddie and i are the same old best friends. the gymnastics team is ruling my life! im really close with rachel hudson, though. she's awesome and i love her. we went christmas shopping last night together, and ate dinner, went to kyle fox's suprise party, and ended up back at my house for the night. it was a lot of fun. we just chilled and laughed.
my back is hurt again, so that really sucks. im really upset. it hurts all the time. i just want this season to be over with. i keep telling myself NOT to do it next year. but..we'll see what happens. blah. i feel really happy for once. like i have everything i want and need. i'm such a different person than i used to be. i'm still crazy, obvs. that can't change...but i'm settling down. i wonder what jeff got me for christmas! i will love it no matter what it is. =] it came from him. i'm so glad it's break. the first time i have to relax in forever. i never have time anymore for anything. im sooo ridiculously busy it's not even funny. but that's it for now. ill update after christmas! loveee!
my back is hurt again, so that really sucks. im really upset. it hurts all the time. i just want this season to be over with. i keep telling myself NOT to do it next year. but..we'll see what happens. blah. i feel really happy for once. like i have everything i want and need. i'm such a different person than i used to be. i'm still crazy, obvs. that can't change...but i'm settling down. i wonder what jeff got me for christmas! i will love it no matter what it is. =] it came from him. i'm so glad it's break. the first time i have to relax in forever. i never have time anymore for anything. im sooo ridiculously busy it's not even funny. but that's it for now. ill update after christmas! loveee!