can someone please tell me whats wrong with me?

[pantscandisco]

just sleep tonight...and wait to write whats going down in your life.
i didnt know it'd be so hard on you.
and then theres me; and i'm tired of waiting and tired of letting myself
give into this as if i've got no control...

i feel sick.
but i'm not.
i'm paranoid.
i feel like everyone is leaving me.
everyone seems to be getting annoyed with me at the drop of a hat.
what the hell is wrong with me?