Jul 02, 2004 23:24
i have so many talented friends and i like them yes. its nice to be home, being out and with folks constantly gets so tiring dont you think. im so scared we ran over a possum on our way home. :_( its a tear i decided. i saw farenheit 9/11 which was so sad and smart and dont you just hate bush. gjlkafdjlkafgrrrrrr
i met a french boy and he was sweet. he has so much french pride. conversation is cool when youre trying to piece it together with different languages cus its like the subjects are simpler and when theres a real common understanding its like a breakthrough and such a bigger event, after that it seems so lame to just talk in this dumb common english to people. so its like at some points i feel everything everyone is so futile and i do a sycophantish smile and then at some points im laughing and i forget and looking back i dont know what moment is better. lets see i wish i could act i want to make a language of feeling. i feel like i am without ideas of substance both in organic creation and also in taking words and making them real i feel like a wall has erected itself like in mime.
blueEYEDserpent: im too tired to explain my mind pattern
what, anasta-ja? oh im gonna miss that name. im gonna miss my peeps. olivia looks hot in pigtails. IM ONLY DANCING! hey after tomorrow afternoon im free as a bird for a pretty week so call me.