Feb 06, 2008 03:12
It keeps creep creep creep’n up, and I just about had enough.
You don’t understand and you won’t because a closed mind only gets as far as
The kill on the side of the road. And what much difference does it make to you
A lie to cover the truth a secrete with deep roots. Nothing but a fuckng priveledge to you
Not an experiment not in the sense just a cause to distract the thought that might be lingering too
Long in the back. It’s the one thing I said, not the first time you did. I’m not going to put it all on you
Its only fair if its where the justice is due. I screwed with you too, but I didn’t fucking lie about it.
The shit that’s smallest is where the trust is. When you get doubled over stared straight in the face
Sealed on a mark that’s now disgraced, Its like being fuck’n raped but blind folded! Its like
Feeling a lover on you enjoying it only to release the cloth take a deep breath feeling it all
Then open your eyes just stare to the face that made you feel safe and only finding a stranger in its place.
Realise it was a choice you made. And I realise that it wasn’t me so don’t expect for me to be
Here when you come around, Your free to do as you wish
It makes me sad that I made you feel otherwise was struggling with a lesson that I didn’t
Know how to apply or where to turn when I felt the stress not an excuse but just trying my best
To describe to you for so long how I’s feeling. I knew from November that you was slipp’n.
A lie is a choice and a choice was made
And you will do better I have full faith in you. With too much self respect to do any less