Nov 04, 2005 10:16
do you remember when we were young
driving in your car
speed so fast thought that i was drunk
Too bad things weren't as simple as
when i was 3 when the
only person i ever wanted to be with was
my mom.
Who now i hardly talk to cuz i've
changed so much...
It sucks how you can get so far away
from things that matter when you forget
to live your life...the way you want to.
When things that feel so right can turn
on you to be so wrong. how do you know when
right isn't really the left then?
BEing with you is all i want
but your sooo confusing its like chess in my head
and your just trying to kill me off to get to my
queen....but is that such a bad thing? and what the
hell is my queen?!
my god i need to stop thinkin like this...
everything is always 10 x worse in my head. But its
hard when its so difficult to be able to see you
so i have to lie ( which i HATE doin) and use my friends
and find excuses why i have to go to town just to see you
for a couple of hours..sometimes mins.
Its not that i mind so much as..it'd be
easier if it felt like you appreciated what i
go through so i can be with you cuz thats how
much i love you..
Augh but more then this i wish that you'd see
how much i do love you. and that i wouldn't be
scared to show you.