Of ups and downs
It's been a funny old week mentally, spent most of Monday worrying about finances and such, moving money around so I can afford Confuzzled this year and just generally going through the usual 'stuff to sort out this month' stage, which involved a little worry but eventually realising that maybe things were possible after all.
Then I had a few productive days helping my sister move house, she's now settled and such and I managed to get in a couple of gym sessions and a circuit session last night, after which I was feeling fantastic as I could feel the fitness levels getting much better.
Then today happened, it's been a bit of a slug of a day and I felt exhausted, I had a slight anxiety moment upon receiving a letter from the JSA, but after some thought it wasn't as bad as I thought it was, I'm sorta proud that I'm able to calm myself a little easier these days, and I still have no hangups about leaving the job as it's given me the opportunity to catch up and chill out a little.
Maybe I just need more sleep or something, it's been a busy week, at least next week I've got a couple of interviews - crossing my fingers for those :)
Then I had a few productive days helping my sister move house, she's now settled and such and I managed to get in a couple of gym sessions and a circuit session last night, after which I was feeling fantastic as I could feel the fitness levels getting much better.
Then today happened, it's been a bit of a slug of a day and I felt exhausted, I had a slight anxiety moment upon receiving a letter from the JSA, but after some thought it wasn't as bad as I thought it was, I'm sorta proud that I'm able to calm myself a little easier these days, and I still have no hangups about leaving the job as it's given me the opportunity to catch up and chill out a little.
Maybe I just need more sleep or something, it's been a busy week, at least next week I've got a couple of interviews - crossing my fingers for those :)