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So if Manda comes to pick up rich today I'll see her for maybe 5 minutes and again for a few minutes on wednesday before they leave for school, then not again until probably october. I feel like I've hardly seen her since she came home and already she's going back. I know it's equally my fault, as i go to bed so early these days, but that doesn't make it any easier to accept. And Jess has spent the summer so busy that I fell i've hardly seen her either, even though she's been here alot. I've spent more time with Rich and Arthur than with the girls. Not that I don't love having the boys here, cause I do. I will miss Rich as much as I miss Manda. I's gonna be very empty around here once Faire starts and Arthur is gone every weekend too. I guess that is the lot of parents, to watch their children need them less and less, and to see them less often as well.