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My relationship with Amanda ended tonight wihtout her having seen me for over a month. I'm moving home to Houston very soon now, I will know more once I talk to my parents about everything. Now that it is all done, I don't regret anything that I did and I especially don't regret waiting for her to make her decision. I'm in good condition now that I can finally do something and I've been bracing myself for this for a while now. I guess I always knew it wouldn't work out one way or another, I'll give another update later once I know more what's going on in general, but for now the plan is to start packing up and to get ready to get out of here. I'm hoping to say goodbye to you before I go, Emily, so I'll drop by sometime before I go to give you a hug goodbye or something. I also need to talk to your ex before I go to get my copy of Halo 2, heh. Oh well, I have to start making a list of all the things I need to do before I can go. Fortunately, I'm not bound by school this semester and I don't have to stay here to not waste any money. I'm glad to be finally able to do something, despite the fact that I feel more betrayed now than I did before.