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[panterafromhell]

i was riding at bennett park today,
and i was looking around and it
reminded me of n.c. and i wish
it was like 10 years ago,
where me and russell and t.j.
would go up for summer. with
my grandparents. and time i spent
with my grandpa. it sometimes
makes me cry, thinking of him.
but i know hes in a better place.
he was hurting for quite some time.
but i just wish he dident leave me.
mabey im being selfish. i just wish
he could of meet his first great
grandson.