major rant.
She gets on my nerves, that stupid selfish hurting other people bitch! I am really not a hater, I tend to hand a clear slate to people I don’t know yet, trying to get to know them, not assuming stuff because that wouldn’t be fair, simple as that. However, at this point of the story, I think I got to know her extremely too well and I’m not liking the picture in front of me. I get it, she blames it all on vampires because that’s so natural to blame the supernatural for all wrong, I do get that. The first thing messing with her life, sticking out of it, a source of all problems - who wouldn’t blame on it, right? I am also not a patient person, that I must admit.
Therefore, I’m not a type of waiting person, a viewer who gladly assumes that things will get solved out smoothly, that storm must be waited through. Maybe they will but either way I hate her, I do blame her for being a source of at least partial his misery, that physical part, for sure. How come DBers can even think of imagining them as a pairing if two thirds of her time, she spends testing mojo tricks on his head, messing with his pain. God, my blood is rushing through my veins really quickly. Here comes the other question - how the hell she has it all forgiven?! Elena trusted her again right away, I’m pretty sure there weren’t even any words involving true apologizing! Damon gets his daily hideous headache as much she wishes so. Bitchy witch without any control whatsoever over her tricks and abilities ruling the town and scaring the crap out of everyone? Oh, wait, she wants them to be scared, not that fast, they’re smarter than that. Using her powers to physically hurt him for her own pleasure, as a pay back or whatever it is. That is not pure, I repeat, THAT IS EVERYTHING BUT PURE, damn. She’s doing it on purpose, if not stopped, she wouldn’t be much afraid or resistant to cross the line of killing. Of course, she wouldn’t care much because after all, Damon’s not even worth being considered as someone even remotely similar to a human, she thinks. (which once again begs a conclusion - HOW THE HELL they want them to hook-up?! How it would be even possible for them to like each other, not wanting to snap other’s neck for a second, as in liking for them, I mean. That is ridiculous they even as much as bothered to build -this is NOT EVEN FUNNY- this fandom called Bamon. HAHA!) And there she’s mistaken, oh yeah, she is. Of course she doesn’t see it because she is fucking blind, obviously. Blinded by the hatred for which I wouldn’t blame her IF THE SENSELESS FANBASE OF DB WASN”T FUKING EXSITING. Ha, they don’t even like Damon. You know, it takes two to tango, do they know that? Maybe there’s tutoring needed, who the hell knows what they think because it doesn’t make any sense, period.
When she threatened Stefan to use her powers to hurt Damon if only as much as one drop of innocent blood will be spit, I could understand that. After all it sounded like the well-being of the town was her agenda. But it surely is brightingly visible now that is not what she’s after. She demands revenge blaming him for things that got screwed up not BECAUSE OF HIM, for God’s sake! Can’t she see the obvious?! Can’t she acknowledge the fact of Katherine running around killing people to “send a message” does not involve Damon as the initiator of the whole idea? It’s as simple as that - he didn’t turn Caroline into a vampire and the fact he wanted to deal with the problem by killing it, well.. that is natural, completely normal behavior for Damon, isn’t it? Am I forgetting something? He is a vampire that turns off his feelings to live because he knows pushing that button down is a better, simpler solution. If a killer would have a choice not to feel ANY remorse, wasn’t that be his obvious choice? Of course, it would, for God’s sake! She should know better, it’s not like she meets him for the first time. Cut the crap, Bonnie and pull yourself together. Protecting the town, the innocent people from getting hurt in any way - cool, keep it going, dear, BUT don’t you dare try to take the load off your shoulders for any other reason.
And you know what? I don’t know whether these people are really kinky or something, but I’ve always thought the desire to kill someone, REPETEADLY (like in every single episode) means at least not liking that person, not to mention no desire whatsoever to date one or having any romantic feelings towards one. Am I like.. old-fashioned or is that it? Does that still work for relationships? And don’t mess with two different states of mind: hatred caused by an attempt of having a beloved relative nearly killed (Elena’s POV for now) AND a hatred caused by many other things, just to name one: because you’re a fucking vampire (Bonnie’s current and POV for always, I believe). That should really clarify things. So.. Am I old-fashioned or DBers are so down the wrong road? She wants to set him on fire and would with every pleasure do it that every second she would be given a chance to; he wants to suck her dry and/or snap her neck (I recommend him to do both, to cause her more effing pain that she deserves). That is not a kinky sexual tension. There is simply no sexual oozing here because they will never be romantically involved with each other BECAUSE given that basis that is not possible.
And I still don’t get her, at this point I don’t have patience, I don’t believe in her noble way of thinking, I don’t even believe she could be called a noble, good person because she certainly is not. Her actions speak for themselves; causing pain isn’t, in any culture, treated as a way of being nice and good. Look at Elena, she is a good person here. Or, maybe that is where the kinky is coming from, lol? No, pain is cruel. Good persons stay that way, they don’t get lost in causing pain, they don’t get blinded by it to the annoyingly obsessive level, and I mean it sincerely. She is not a good person and don’t think for one second she would hesitate not to hurt Elena if she was a vampire with issues. Fucking well-being of a community she lives in, right?
Yes, I do hate her.
Oh, one thing because Katherine is smart and pointed it out, luckily! The more severe pain Damon gets from you, dear bitch, the more he gets immune to it. Keep your game going, hell yeah, one day he will pay you back and I will be gladly watching it, with a KINKY SMIRK on my face, haha. Just like Spike once could punched Buffy.. ha! (But that was foreplay, hihihi! :D) But, OHHH, they HAD chemistry!.. Just like DE has, just like DE has it all. So shut the fuck up, haters, we are right here.