hell documentary and my own self destructive behavior has ruined to much.
William Blake said "A poet is of the Devils Party"
I ruined the friendship and this time I didn't want to. I get like that I realize that now. I see things all normal and good and I want to ruin it and rock it, destroy it just to see if I can. So I can fix it, and feel as if I grow. Why do I enjoy these cheap tragedy's.... why do people do crystal meth.... they just do. And like them I am sorry.
I didn't stop some ass bag from talking shit about a friend and am for that a worse person for not doing so. I know that, I know what I did was wrong. And I'm sorry for it.... Why can't I forget, why can't I just say "fuck it" and walk away, why do I feel judged by so many other people. Why do I hate almost everyone? Oh these are my question's I have for you reader. I guess things are the way they suppose to be. I had two friends who didn't care for each other and one day they decided to become friends, I smiled when I heard that.... But knew now that the two have each other what great perspective do I bring to the table. I don't.
I want to move I want to go where the artists go, where the poets drink and people love to laugh.
THats another thing... what kind of asshole gets up on a stage and is determined to get fuck head tool strangers that he hates laugh at what he thinks is funny? Who does that? Who cares?
I ruined the friendship and this time I didn't want to. I get like that I realize that now. I see things all normal and good and I want to ruin it and rock it, destroy it just to see if I can. So I can fix it, and feel as if I grow. Why do I enjoy these cheap tragedy's.... why do people do crystal meth.... they just do. And like them I am sorry.
I didn't stop some ass bag from talking shit about a friend and am for that a worse person for not doing so. I know that, I know what I did was wrong. And I'm sorry for it.... Why can't I forget, why can't I just say "fuck it" and walk away, why do I feel judged by so many other people. Why do I hate almost everyone? Oh these are my question's I have for you reader. I guess things are the way they suppose to be. I had two friends who didn't care for each other and one day they decided to become friends, I smiled when I heard that.... But knew now that the two have each other what great perspective do I bring to the table. I don't.
I want to move I want to go where the artists go, where the poets drink and people love to laugh.
THats another thing... what kind of asshole gets up on a stage and is determined to get fuck head tool strangers that he hates laugh at what he thinks is funny? Who does that? Who cares?