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I don't think i've ever been this scared in my entire life.
I'm about to leave for the Emergency...
I can't laugh this off...
I can't cry this away...
I can't Ignore this...
I can't goto sleep and everything be better in the morning...
Trust me , i've tried all of the above.
And that what makes it the most terrifying part about this whole ordeal.
What really helps is that fact that i have these amazing friends that were offering to take me on the spot.
and i can't even explain how that made me feel...
Everyone thought i left the culture room but i actually parked for a sec and reflected - did a little of the emo tear thang.
I think it was the thought of everyone being so supportive and me never realizing how many people do REALLY care for me.
I have so much love for so many people it's almost ugly - gosh - i needa stop being so damn emo.
But wish me luck and I reallllly reallly realllly love u all.
p-s : If i'm admitted in the hospital,we're having a fucking party!!!