Stresssss, drama drama, and gossip whores..
Okay, well I have been under alot of stress latley, so much that I dont even want to go back to school or to Jacksonville, yes I know this is ridicolous. People are just being so fake, and copying other people in more ways than..
I talked to Cody last night, 4 am here, and he said that he was sorry and wanted to be friends again. This made me happy. I told him that I doubt we could ever be close friends like we were before and he said it was worth a try. Jeff told Cody he could talk to him about things but that kinda weirded him out I guess.
Its strange that Jamie and Derek haven't visited Heather or Anna since I've left..its kinda weird to because Jamie and Derek didnt speak to me as much as they did before I left either..hmmm...Oh yeah, speaking of Derek, his mom hates me..dont ask..
I have started smoking ciggarettes again but not as frequent. I think its just because of all this stuff happening latley, I hope it will get better as soon as possible...
Lauren and Steve haven't commented in a while, they are probably under alot of stress too...I hope it will get better..
Eva is back from Italy and has alot of pictures and stories to tell me when I get back.
Tommorrow I am going to Mainz to see the Gutenberg Museum and to go shopping, that should be..ergghh..fun? And tommorrow night is Kirmes, so Im excited.
I think I am turning into Euro trash..
I talked to Cody last night, 4 am here, and he said that he was sorry and wanted to be friends again. This made me happy. I told him that I doubt we could ever be close friends like we were before and he said it was worth a try. Jeff told Cody he could talk to him about things but that kinda weirded him out I guess.
Its strange that Jamie and Derek haven't visited Heather or Anna since I've left..its kinda weird to because Jamie and Derek didnt speak to me as much as they did before I left either..hmmm...Oh yeah, speaking of Derek, his mom hates me..dont ask..
I have started smoking ciggarettes again but not as frequent. I think its just because of all this stuff happening latley, I hope it will get better as soon as possible...
Lauren and Steve haven't commented in a while, they are probably under alot of stress too...I hope it will get better..
Eva is back from Italy and has alot of pictures and stories to tell me when I get back.
Tommorrow I am going to Mainz to see the Gutenberg Museum and to go shopping, that should be..ergghh..fun? And tommorrow night is Kirmes, so Im excited.
I think I am turning into Euro trash..