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panicnhysteria

Life Update! (Again...?)

Dec 13, 2016 22:25

So, my scholarship is most probably lost, but it's still not something sure (I guess I was stressed enough that my mum has started saying "you know what? If you don't keep it, it's okay, let them do whatever they want, don't worry about it" and I've felt SO MUCH BETTER ever since. I feel like a bad person, because despite my efforts it feels like I ( Read more... )

my life, rant

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tamarelmensdorp December 14 2016, 07:04:57 UTC

Sorry to hear about your scholarship, but you're right, it isn't worth it to be constantly stressed about. Besides, being stressed works very contra productive.

Great news about your 98 and your marching band experience. And I'm really happy that your coming out has been positive so far.

panicnhysteria December 19 2016, 08:04:35 UTC

Hi! You're right about stress being contra productive. It freaked me out a little to see that now that grades weren't that important, I started getting better! Almost ironic, if I think about it too much.
Thanks for commenting :)

nuraicha December 14 2016, 17:51:15 UTC

Good to see you again, hello Elena!

You've done the right thing, as what has to always matter the most is your mental health. We're told that the best marks are what we should be hoping to achieve, but always without great loses over them.

And congrats on the marching band! It sounds very funny :DD

panicnhysteria December 19 2016, 08:02:33 UTC

Hello again Irene!

The marching band IS very funny, even if most of the members are amateurs playing their instruments, I think we do a pretty decent job. Maybe we'll be cool enough to be recognized by the time I graduate or something.

I know what you mean, to have the best marks has been my main goal in life for so long that now that i'm finally "living a little" I feel like I'm so rebellious, only to find out that 19 year olds are actually that free but I just hadn't known!! Thanks for commenting :)