Apr 13, 2006 13:01
I just wanted to be in a play and work this quarter. Not have classes, just chill and be able to focus on this show as well we work. But now in this quarter there is more drama then there needs to be. And does it come from the play?! Oh no. It's work.
drama in life = DEATH AND DESTRUCTION
I am trying to do better. I am trying to be efficient. I am trying to be a good little Starbuckian.
BUT IT'S TURNING OUT TO BE SO FREAKING HARD.
And this is not my fault. I am trying. But things happen and it gets turned into a big old mess. With things like my NEW assistant manager going behind my back and saying that I was a slow closer, or didn't do this or that. When the FACT IS I worked my ass off the entire 4 and a half hours. While he tootled around in the back. Leaving me and the new hire. So of course we got out late. But is that MY FAULT?! apparently so.
*anger*
This is why I need a change of scenery. Something about that store is just starting to rub me the wrong way. I love a lot of the people that work there. But seriously. This has got to stop. And I do want to keep my job. So I am just going to have to go away to college by fall. Which actually I am thinking about.
Anyway. Just felt the need to rant.
Life outside of work is good. I'm having so much fun with this show. :) Hope you all are doing well.