This is me pretending this is all I need...
Thank god for Sensei. He has been extremely helpful with all of this shtuff.
On Saturday went to the Japanese Picnic. Saw Marcus and Kate (ick on Kate). It was much fun. Wrestled with them over Marcus's bandana. I bought Sensei a rice bowl, it has dragons on it. I needed something to show my thanks, and the Japanese are big on gifts. I kind of felt out of place, but then again I am part of the porthole, so I didn't feel too lost. I've picked up a little over the years.
I need to do laundry. And shower. Someone is in the bathroom though, hence why I'm updating.
I don't know how this week is going to turn out, or how the following weeks are going to turn out. Right now I don't really care, the only thing that matters is the here and now. I'm just trying to live day by day. Talked with Vinny last night for a couple of hours, it was most fun but depressing. I feel like I've failed somehow...Like I'm not good enough. *sighs*
"No matter what you see you're still so blind to me..."
~Bailers