Whatever happened to Improv?
Why can't I do ANYTHING without someone making some rude comment about it? I mean, did anyone ever stop and think that maybe I'm doing something because I want to, there is no other reason why. Why do I even have to prove myself to you? Just because you are anti-school and anti-social does not mean I have to be. Did anyone ever think, that maybe I want to go to HC, just because? Can't I do anything slightly "normal" without being judged by it? Apparently not. Apparently anything and everything I do has to have a reason. And it can't be "Because I feel like it". Apparently, because my friends are the "outkasts" I also have to live up to that name. Why do I have to laugh when they laugh? Why do I have to cry when they cry? You know, half the shit they laugh about I could fucking care less about.
Who are my friends anyway?
Tora. She supports me.
Jeremy. He supports me.
Tree supports me.
Aaron, he supports me.
Alright, so there are FOUR people who aren't expecting me to be anything besides myself. Everything I do get a negative reaction from a) someone in this family and then b) someone that I am "friends" with. And it's because sometimes I'd like to be normal. Sometimes I'd like to step out from behind my big butch faquade and just yell everything at the top of my lungs. Sometimes I just want to be myself. Sometimes I want to have a "girly" side and not have anyone say shit about it. Everything I do someone says shit. I'm sick of it. Why can't I do anything right?
"You know we're just messing with you Bailey.." Yeah, that's what people say when they've been caught red handed.
I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for...
~Bailers
Who are my friends anyway?
Tora. She supports me.
Jeremy. He supports me.
Tree supports me.
Aaron, he supports me.
Alright, so there are FOUR people who aren't expecting me to be anything besides myself. Everything I do get a negative reaction from a) someone in this family and then b) someone that I am "friends" with. And it's because sometimes I'd like to be normal. Sometimes I'd like to step out from behind my big butch faquade and just yell everything at the top of my lungs. Sometimes I just want to be myself. Sometimes I want to have a "girly" side and not have anyone say shit about it. Everything I do someone says shit. I'm sick of it. Why can't I do anything right?
"You know we're just messing with you Bailey.." Yeah, that's what people say when they've been caught red handed.
I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane
What's the point of trying to dream anymore
I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for...
~Bailers