Love me or Hate me (its an obsession)
So since I last posted I have moved to the condo with Lillie, Mike, puppy Rucka, kitty tide, and ferrets Andy and Sephi. We've been here a few months and its fairly cozy , nice and quiet. there is an awesome grilling area with propane grills looking out over a lake.
Lillie and mike do not go out much and are fairly domestic people but nevertheless very interesting to live with. Kinda like living with Amy and Q with the ethnicities reversed and less "napping."
I finally got promoted at work just in time to see it go to hell because our store manager decided to hire the father of his girlfriend's baby as a shift supervisor and this kid cannot handle the responsibilities entailed with the job. Then my manager hired the girl's brother who is also the hired shift's best friend. And they ALL live together. Conflict of interest much? We talked to corporate compliance. They have done jack taco. It fucks everyone up not to mention store morale has gone down. Every morning those guys open...they open late. But if i was 2 minutes late I would be written up in a split second. So yeah. I wish i could get rid of some of those jerks.
I'm still hanging out with my homos Nic and Ryan playing Wii and doing what we do. Jamie, Taffy, and I have been to Rhythm and Flow to see Baby Anne and Icey and I hit up that spot a few more times to meet up with Jessica. Its been really fun. And just the other night i went out with Matt to meet up with Jessi at Firestone. Most awesome club ever not mention i get VIP everywhere downtown now.
So about Matt as I am sure people are wondering even though they could care less what is to become of us. Honestly...i'm getting to that point. I know that if i cut him out completely I will miss him ALOT. so that is not the way to go. We've been hanging out playing the boyfriend/girlfriend game but at times i look back and all he does is watch me. Not in a romantic way. To be with me is to be with my friends. they are pretty crazy. I wish he would be more social around them because they don't mind his presence and I really want to be close to him again. He talks about getting together with old friends but i had to tell him to give it time becaue he fucked up a lot of his relationships. The only good changes ive noticed are that he doesn't treat me like crap anymore. If he even starts to take a tone I pretty much snap. That was like a couple mnths ago.
I need a girl. a special friend girl or something. because Matt doesn't cut it. 30 seconds is only long enough for me to realize i took my clothes off. I need more than 30 seconds. I need mine too. and this is an everytime thing...another reason i feel like i'm drifting away. B ut its too petty so I need to make some adjustments myself.
I just went to the doctor again for impetigo and got antibiotics so in a couple of weeks i should be acne and staph free. that will be a change for me!
I want to visit Texas in January but conflicts already arise. I want to have the chance to see everyone. Desiree is in Austin and apparently communications between her and Q are lacking. I've heardy why from both but i won't get into it. I just want to say "Give it a chance and talk like friends." Desiree seems well. Doing good at work, has a boyfriend, staying away from drugs. Wish i could say the same. I miss her alot aLOT! And i really wanna go visit Amy, Q, and Layne, and even Natalie even though i only met her once she is part of the Q, Amy collective and if i learned anything about core values i should be welcoming. No reason not to! But i'd rather not have to split my visit as i cannot make these visits often i want to spend the entire week with everyone. Minus a couple unamed person because he did threaten to kill Matt and hurt my best friend every way to Sunday not to mention supplied her with the meth that hurt her. Ive already asked Desiree that if i came to visit i did not want to associate with him and would rather he not know i'm there. Even though they talk here and there...i only got along with him for her sake and since they are not together anymore i have no more obligations. She agreed because she knows not alot of people like him.. well we'll see. I probably go split my visits between Rowlett and Austin, and Desiree may just have to come down for her vacation in February because i really want to take mine in January. Haven't decided to fly yet. And i don't know how swell it is of an idea to drive with Matt. I love the idea but others may not. Either way if i come with someone or not I'm really pushing for this.
So that is pretty much current. There were things in between like parties, drinking, drunken, rollin', etc...lots of dancing meeting and becoming friends with DJs and exploring the club scene a little more with friends like Jamie and Jessica. Its been fun.
The ferrets are awesome. Ive already had to take the dryer apart once to get Sephi out. Andy is too fat to fit anywhere but i got that old fert jumping and playing around. They both love posing for pics and are good for atleast 2 minutes of cuddling after they wake up. No ferrets do not stink as long as their cage is clean, they get all their vitamins, and a bath once a month. They are awesome pets with a lot of personality.
My roomates got a new computer so I'm not working on Windows anymore so it is a bit of a techno-culture shock to me. so yeah!
All you guys take care and if for whatever reason you wanna roadtrip to Orlando ive got a place for you <3
Happy Holidays! ♥Cat
Lillie and mike do not go out much and are fairly domestic people but nevertheless very interesting to live with. Kinda like living with Amy and Q with the ethnicities reversed and less "napping."
I finally got promoted at work just in time to see it go to hell because our store manager decided to hire the father of his girlfriend's baby as a shift supervisor and this kid cannot handle the responsibilities entailed with the job. Then my manager hired the girl's brother who is also the hired shift's best friend. And they ALL live together. Conflict of interest much? We talked to corporate compliance. They have done jack taco. It fucks everyone up not to mention store morale has gone down. Every morning those guys open...they open late. But if i was 2 minutes late I would be written up in a split second. So yeah. I wish i could get rid of some of those jerks.
I'm still hanging out with my homos Nic and Ryan playing Wii and doing what we do. Jamie, Taffy, and I have been to Rhythm and Flow to see Baby Anne and Icey and I hit up that spot a few more times to meet up with Jessica. Its been really fun. And just the other night i went out with Matt to meet up with Jessi at Firestone. Most awesome club ever not mention i get VIP everywhere downtown now.
So about Matt as I am sure people are wondering even though they could care less what is to become of us. Honestly...i'm getting to that point. I know that if i cut him out completely I will miss him ALOT. so that is not the way to go. We've been hanging out playing the boyfriend/girlfriend game but at times i look back and all he does is watch me. Not in a romantic way. To be with me is to be with my friends. they are pretty crazy. I wish he would be more social around them because they don't mind his presence and I really want to be close to him again. He talks about getting together with old friends but i had to tell him to give it time becaue he fucked up a lot of his relationships. The only good changes ive noticed are that he doesn't treat me like crap anymore. If he even starts to take a tone I pretty much snap. That was like a couple mnths ago.
I need a girl. a special friend girl or something. because Matt doesn't cut it. 30 seconds is only long enough for me to realize i took my clothes off. I need more than 30 seconds. I need mine too. and this is an everytime thing...another reason i feel like i'm drifting away. B ut its too petty so I need to make some adjustments myself.
I just went to the doctor again for impetigo and got antibiotics so in a couple of weeks i should be acne and staph free. that will be a change for me!
I want to visit Texas in January but conflicts already arise. I want to have the chance to see everyone. Desiree is in Austin and apparently communications between her and Q are lacking. I've heardy why from both but i won't get into it. I just want to say "Give it a chance and talk like friends." Desiree seems well. Doing good at work, has a boyfriend, staying away from drugs. Wish i could say the same. I miss her alot aLOT! And i really wanna go visit Amy, Q, and Layne, and even Natalie even though i only met her once she is part of the Q, Amy collective and if i learned anything about core values i should be welcoming. No reason not to! But i'd rather not have to split my visit as i cannot make these visits often i want to spend the entire week with everyone. Minus a couple unamed person because he did threaten to kill Matt and hurt my best friend every way to Sunday not to mention supplied her with the meth that hurt her. Ive already asked Desiree that if i came to visit i did not want to associate with him and would rather he not know i'm there. Even though they talk here and there...i only got along with him for her sake and since they are not together anymore i have no more obligations. She agreed because she knows not alot of people like him.. well we'll see. I probably go split my visits between Rowlett and Austin, and Desiree may just have to come down for her vacation in February because i really want to take mine in January. Haven't decided to fly yet. And i don't know how swell it is of an idea to drive with Matt. I love the idea but others may not. Either way if i come with someone or not I'm really pushing for this.
So that is pretty much current. There were things in between like parties, drinking, drunken, rollin', etc...lots of dancing meeting and becoming friends with DJs and exploring the club scene a little more with friends like Jamie and Jessica. Its been fun.
The ferrets are awesome. Ive already had to take the dryer apart once to get Sephi out. Andy is too fat to fit anywhere but i got that old fert jumping and playing around. They both love posing for pics and are good for atleast 2 minutes of cuddling after they wake up. No ferrets do not stink as long as their cage is clean, they get all their vitamins, and a bath once a month. They are awesome pets with a lot of personality.
My roomates got a new computer so I'm not working on Windows anymore so it is a bit of a techno-culture shock to me. so yeah!
All you guys take care and if for whatever reason you wanna roadtrip to Orlando ive got a place for you <3
Happy Holidays! ♥Cat