Why hope?
More than anything in the world right now, i want to fly to Delaware.
I asked my mom if she would want to go on Mother's Day. Too bad for her other 5 children. Heh. She said she would if we can find cheap tickets. Cheapest so far was $404, but the flight times wouldn't really work.
I won't make it there.
I'm pretty upset. Why? Because i allowed myself to hope. Everytime i actually allow myself to hope for something, i end up very disappointed. EVERYtime.
I don't know why i allow myself to hope.
I miss the tour Boyz a lot.
I wish REALLY hard i could make it to the last show, but... like anything ever works out for me...
I wish the boys well in all of their future endeavors.
:'( <--Story of my life.