Nov 15, 2006 00:56
no updates since summer.... eh. no one reads anyway.
well i have been slaying away at last quarter stuff. the night before the quarter ended i stayed up till 4 am to make C average work. how sad. i need motivation. this past quarter was so fucked up. it happened so fast and i cant recall any of it. i didnt do any of my work. i hate hate hate it. i need to step up my game. but i dont have reall classes till fourth quarter.
i got caught plagarizaing on a paper. ugh. long story short.... ima dumbass
also i have been delaying college things. i assume that im going to get into Vidal Sassoon at Santa Monica, CA but i need to look into my back up plan. im sooooo scared.
but to tie my title of the blog to the blog. i havent really been grasping what has been placed in front of me. for my whole life things has just been given to me and i just take and never really sit and thank them. my brother and his girlfriend were talking to my parents and i was sitting there listening about how my culture works and such. theres so much that i want to learn more about. theres so much i need to know so i can teach my kids about what happens. i dont want to grow up in america and now know my roots. my parents work really hard to have what the family has. they work day and night to make sure im alive. i thank them. i try not to think about myself and take a lot from them.
plus appreciation for my buddy kanye. shes being so strong thru this time. i love her for it.