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so i turned 29 last week.
oddly enough, i'm loving it! and i can't wait to be 30 hahaha.
i even told audrey that i'd rather turn 30 right away, after 28.
2 years being thirty. that'll be fun. hahaha.
but 29 fits. i like it.
it's not as solid a number as 30 but 29, numerologically speaking (uh-oh, this one's flying over the cuckoo's nest!) is 2 -- now that's solid.
if i remember correctly (aaa---and we're nesting hahahaha), 2 is all about peace and harmony and (no shit sherlock) partnership :p
so anyway.
i want a gaol <-- i will not edit this. GAOL quasi-freudian slip ever. ano bah
see? kaya i don't have goals kasi i find them constricting. kulongan evarrr!
i know i know, i'm 29, i can't NOT have goals or ambitions but sorry, i don't.
i've no driver -- save for enlightenment. babaw no?
if some people are on auto-pilot, i'm on auto-focus: all things are clear within a specific range only, yung lampas don that i can't see clearly, hindi ko na pipilitin. i don't zoom into the future.
so not me.
i don't do SLRs on life, i'm super point and shoot.
but i'm not naman super nonsensical na i will keep this whole excuse-you-i-don't-do-plans kinda life going on forever.
so going back, 29 seems like a good age to start things anew.
so yes, i've been drawing up things, rethinking stuff, re-evaulating my life.
and i've come to a decision that i want to be an ago-go dancer.
hahaha. kidding.
basta i've decided to change a couple of things in my life.
but being the OC-OC me ever, no executions until everything is in order.
in the interim, mag vivideoke ako.
oddly enough, i'm loving it! and i can't wait to be 30 hahaha.
i even told audrey that i'd rather turn 30 right away, after 28.
2 years being thirty. that'll be fun. hahaha.
but 29 fits. i like it.
it's not as solid a number as 30 but 29, numerologically speaking (uh-oh, this one's flying over the cuckoo's nest!) is 2 -- now that's solid.
if i remember correctly (aaa---and we're nesting hahahaha), 2 is all about peace and harmony and (no shit sherlock) partnership :p
so anyway.
i want a gaol <-- i will not edit this. GAOL quasi-freudian slip ever. ano bah
see? kaya i don't have goals kasi i find them constricting. kulongan evarrr!
i know i know, i'm 29, i can't NOT have goals or ambitions but sorry, i don't.
i've no driver -- save for enlightenment. babaw no?
if some people are on auto-pilot, i'm on auto-focus: all things are clear within a specific range only, yung lampas don that i can't see clearly, hindi ko na pipilitin. i don't zoom into the future.
so not me.
i don't do SLRs on life, i'm super point and shoot.
but i'm not naman super nonsensical na i will keep this whole excuse-you-i-don't-do-plans kinda life going on forever.
so going back, 29 seems like a good age to start things anew.
so yes, i've been drawing up things, rethinking stuff, re-evaulating my life.
and i've come to a decision that i want to be an ago-go dancer.
hahaha. kidding.
basta i've decided to change a couple of things in my life.
but being the OC-OC me ever, no executions until everything is in order.
in the interim, mag vivideoke ako.