woah. a computer died when i was trying to do an entry a billion years ago. and LJ saved it.

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sushi, tanning, shower, strip club with mother?? god i hope not. ugh. found my pack of cigarettes i lost under the couch a couple days ago. THIS IS MY LAST PACK. (fingers crossed). ummmmm... requested more info and brochure from massage school, which apparently is really good. employers go to school to recruit new graduates and whatnot. which doenst really matter because i plan to work in alaska hopefully. ill either start in august or april, better head up to alaska soon if august is the case. perhaps i should just work in alaska for a bit, then go to school in april. dunno.
ummmm. trying to increase calories in small ways, seeing as i lost about 4 pounds this week. which i can spare. i just cant do a month of losing weight at this rate