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im at a point in my life where i feel like im being pulled in every fucking direction...like everyone expects and hopes for something different from me.
i dont know what to do
i went to RJ's yesterday...and he offered me more money than petsmart. a lot more. but no insurance. i dont know if i should stay with petsmart and want to die every time i walk in there...or go to rjs, be happy, but have no insurance until i move.
if anybody has any advice please...feel free to share. cuz i have no clue what to do.
i did a tarot reading last nite asking what would come of me working at rjs...and my last card told me i cant fail and that i will succeed in business matters. all the other cards were positive as well except i got temperence and it said that i should tread carefully or results could be disastrous. so im thinking if i leave petsmart...to leave on good terms and not flip out at chris...so i can be rehirable and work at a petsmart in Canada.
i dunno. im just scared to be happy. cuz everytime im offered something that would make me ridiculously happy, i lose something great in return...and i dont wanna lose Canada. :'(
i dont know what to do
i went to RJ's yesterday...and he offered me more money than petsmart. a lot more. but no insurance. i dont know if i should stay with petsmart and want to die every time i walk in there...or go to rjs, be happy, but have no insurance until i move.
if anybody has any advice please...feel free to share. cuz i have no clue what to do.
i did a tarot reading last nite asking what would come of me working at rjs...and my last card told me i cant fail and that i will succeed in business matters. all the other cards were positive as well except i got temperence and it said that i should tread carefully or results could be disastrous. so im thinking if i leave petsmart...to leave on good terms and not flip out at chris...so i can be rehirable and work at a petsmart in Canada.
i dunno. im just scared to be happy. cuz everytime im offered something that would make me ridiculously happy, i lose something great in return...and i dont wanna lose Canada. :'(