Deletion

Mar 11, 2012 21:04

Hahaha. I deleted all my SHINee fics.

That is all.

/slices wrist

feeling: what is this – i don’t even …, feeling: bipolar y/y?, *personal, *announcement plz, feeling: crycrycrysad, feeling: ;________;

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natalia452 March 12 2012, 16:08:18 UTC
whyyy? what happened? could it be you did it on purpose? :'( tell me you didnt

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pandragonriyong March 13 2012, 06:58:38 UTC
It is. My mom was surfing the net then she saw my journal and saw my fics and told me to delete them. She doesn't approve of homosexuality, which is completely normal considering she's Christian, but I don't understand why she only told me to delete the SHINee ones. The TVXQ ones are just as bad. Maybe she didn't see them.

Sorry bb ='(

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natalia452 March 14 2012, 01:23:40 UTC
Its okay, but now im worried about you cuz I know how it is to be with ppl who doesnt approve of what you do or like :/ its horrible. Is your journal private? maybe you should put it private with an only-friend thingy just to make sure your mom doesn't check again. Pleaase be alright and keep makng fics, dont feel sad/disappointed/depressed.

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pandragonriyong March 14 2012, 04:23:53 UTC
I don't want to put my journal on private -- I don't want to restrict people from reading my fics >_<

I'm thinking of putting my SHINee fics (edited and made better >8) ) into a zip file so people can download them and read them whenever they want to. Is that a good idea? >_<

I will, I won't stop writing fics. I'll just make sure she doesn't go inside LJ anymore V_V

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pandragonriyong March 15 2012, 06:35:56 UTC
Okay then. I'll put up a poll after I edit the fics. Hopefully the SHINee-loving people will read it >_

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poyiano May 28 2012, 08:24:20 UTC
Sorry to but in but I would love that and I think that's a great idea tbqh.

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natalia452 March 27 2012, 01:20:46 UTC
Sorry for the really late reply :/
I think that is a good idea... but you're going to keep writting, right?

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pandragonriyong March 27 2012, 12:55:03 UTC
Hmm, depends on which fandom. Because once I found a new fandom, I tend to forget my love for the previous bands ;~;

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hitoshisakurai May 20 2012, 16:23:04 UTC
O.O
OMGYOUDIDNT
means like... no top!Key smut anymore?????? :O
THIS IS NOT THE REALITY I WANTED D:
but... after i'm done with my finals i'm totally gonna read your homin fics. damn, i'm a cassiopeia since 2006, so x"D *suddenly feels old*

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pandragonriyong May 21 2012, 13:36:59 UTC
NONSENSE. WHY WOULD I FORGET THE SEXIEST THING IN THE WHOLE WORLD? ;A;
It's just hard finding inspiration and stuff for them. I will never forget KeyHyun; it'll just take some time to find the proper inspiration. Because nowadays everything fits HOMIN HOMIN HOMIN and I'm like D': where's my JongKey inspiration that used to pop out of anwhere?
AT LEAST YOU KNEW THEM BACK THEN T-T I became a Cassie only after the breakup, like late 2011 D':
lolol. I tend to like my groups late xD

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hitoshisakurai May 21 2012, 16:42:18 UTC
WAH THANKS GOD 'CAUSE I WAS SERIOUSLY WORRIED... LIKE REALLY.... ><
Lol, for me it's still JongKey everywhere, like, every idea for a story I get automatically converts into JongKey xD though these days I'm really into Chanho too... but it's so freaking hard to find a decent fic about them (that's why I'm gonna take care of it, kekekekkee)~
Oh, wow, now I meet sooooo many new Cassies, and it's kinda weird x"D Like, you know, I still remember them releasing 'Five in Black' and such stuff... and I still remember the RUMOURS about them splitting... and then one of the awards where Minnie cried so hard I cried the whole day as well, when I realised that they REALLY might split up... and then when they actually did... oh, man... oh, man, really... no words can EVER describe it...
So on one hand I can say I'm a bit jealous of new Cassies, because you guys could avoid that whole painful process>< gosh gosh gosh.
Well, I started listening to SHINee in 2010, so x"D

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pandragonriyong May 22 2012, 15:41:54 UTC
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL xD
At least you understand what I'm going through :D ... Chanho?

I heard that Minnie only cried so hard that day because he was overwhelmed that they were still loved by Cassies hard enough that they won first place despite the rumors, and that Cassies were still supportive of them. He also didn't want the breakup to follow through and so the emotions just welled up in him and he broke down because he didn't want to lose the love of JYJ and Cassies ... D:

Not really. I still feel saddened :( Honestly, TVXQ and JYJ should make a collab someday! >8)
Besides, you know people are still keeping the faith when you see Jaejoong, Yoochun & Junsu tagged under TVXQ♥ :')
I listen to groups late xD I told myself to keep myself updated with new groups in SM, and I was getting so geared up with EXO's debut, but then they showed 5 billion and 1 teasers of Kai and I got tired of him so I already dislike EXO because of their overuse teasers featuring Kai D:

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hitoshisakurai May 20 2012, 16:20:54 UTC
/just read the news and went all depressed after having effin brilliant birthday
YES DO PUT THEM ALL IN A ZIP FILE BECAUSE I NEED THEM LIKE RIGHT NAO
and... damn, that totally sucks ;/ good thing my mum doesn't speak English... if she read my yaoi stories written in Polish though it wouldn't be too good either... but somehow I feel she suspects it. I mean, maybe not me writing gay porn from time to time, but she knows I write stories about gays. she read two of them, so, yeah. which doesn't mean she approves. but I doubt she'd tell me to delete my stories, maybe... to stop writing? otl
omg so all the epic comments are gone as well :O
but gosh. gosh.
hm. maybe I'm weird but I'm Christian too, like your mum~~ and I'm actually bi, so x"D
dang. i want your fics back :

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pandragonriyong May 21 2012, 09:36:13 UTC
I AM A BAD PERSON. I'M SORRY ;A;

She's not that good in English, but she knows enough to hit me when I say / write something T-T
LUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY D: My mom loves my writing, but she's totally against homosexuality, so I can't even read gay porn >:|
Yes, sadly. I had half a mind to save all the comments T~T
My whole family's Christian, so my sister and I aren't really the "perfect" kinds since we approve of all gay. And maybe my dad too xD It's only my mom, honestly >_<

Me too. I mean, as in I want you guys to be happy again ;^;

Oh right.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU --
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOU♥♥♥♥♥
*headdesk* I knew I forgot to greet someone! >.< Anyway *continues editing*

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pandragonriyong May 21 2012, 09:37:24 UTC
Whoops. Forgot to edit the html. Whatever Dx

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