Mar 02, 2003 22:28
You will always be my mother. Even if you wanted to leave me, even if you weren't stable enough to be the mother you were supposed to be. You were my mother. It wasn't just a name, a whole title you were given. There is such a thing as being a bad, unstable, good, wonderful, or friendly mother, but no matter what you will always be my mother. No one will ever replace you. They won't replace you skinny fragile body, your light brown hair, your curled bangs, your fresh smell, and everything else that made you, you. I wish I could have had you longer, known you better, seen who you really were, but I just didnt get that chance in this lifetime. But with it all you have made me a stronger person, and you have made me want to be a better mom. I just wanted to thank you, and I now want to remember you for the good things you have taught me.