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Well all in all today was a pretty depressing day. I felt so bad, thanks to my cuz, and I just wanted to go off and hide. He wouldn't leave me alone about smoking, he wouldn't leave me alone about how much he thought I was dirty.. and how disapproving of me he was. Well now that I am looking at myself from a different perspective, I miswell start cutting myself and degrading myself some more to pile on my cousins insults. I just understand why he is so much of a jerk. I have had fun with my Erin, Brandy, Allie, and a little bit of my cuz. Well I am going to drift off into the world of the bell jar now.. good day.. *mwa mwa*