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Shes laying on the couch pissed at me for "doing everything wrong lately" while I sat here and work on my art piece. I figure before the yrs over she'll kick me out and then I will totally be on my own. I am feeling so depressed right now. I can't let out the feelings. They stick like gum onto my chest and try everything to get them to release. God I know that I will end up having a break down in school this year, just like every year. I feel like it would just be sensible to quit right now and give up b/c I am just chasing my tail with no success. My mind is weak, I can no longer think, or remember. It's annoying, hard, and god I feel like a total dumb ass. Grr.. I wish I had someone to hold me. They left me standing in a puddle. What is wrong with me¿ What the fuck is wrong with me¿¿..... Can anyone tell me¿