Fucking Insanity

May 01, 2011 22:55

I am very nervous. I had to go to the ER the other day after an accident in the Clay Studio.
Minor puncture wound, minor head injury.

I have to go for my follow-up appointment at my clinic tomorrow afternoon. The incident was Wednesday Night, and I've had a headache since Thursday morning....it hasn't gone away at all, even when I take Tylenol.

I'm not sure if I lost a lot of Blood, and that is causing this, or if it's something more serious, which is what I'm worried about.

I was unconscious, and when I was waking up I began shaking, which has never happened to me before.
I hate doctors, I hate hospitals, and I'm being forced to face all these Fears...actually, I've been forced to face my greatest Fears in life all in the past month. My Favorite Cat died...I watched her Die, and had to be the one to make the decision to finally take her to the Vet to be put to sleep.....when she started vomiting up her stomach at 5am, I wanted to take her, but my parents (who she lives with) didn't want to wake up and go....and the next morning they had to work. So She had to wait, Suffering like no Living Being should ever have to suffer. And my Dog died the same week as her.

And Thursday I had to spend the day in the ER, alone. Send me some good Energy please, I need it.

Insanity.
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