Jan 01, 2009 04:24
This gypsy witch cannot sleep.....insomnia again.
HAPPY 2009.
I was definitely ready for this New Year...
mostly, I am going to DANCE this year. There are things I want to do, but that is the biggest thing.....to finally go somewhere with it, and not give up like I always do, even if someone discourages me.
It is so good...right before the New Year, I got into contact with an x whom I never had closure with...and now it seems I will not only get closure but get a friend back.
And I think I am falling in Love with someone else...which I think is good, but I'm still not totally sure yet.
Unfortunately, this is one of those situations that requires patience.
If we can both open up to each other, it will be a very good thing.
Also, this insomnia sometimes gets the best of me...I know it happens when I have a lot on my mind, but I think it may be due to ADD...this has been a constant thought in my mind for about 3 years...and I almost went to a doctor for ADD, but I feel like they will just try to put me on meds, which I don't want...so I don't know what to do.
I still do well in school, but I would do a lot better if I could concentrate more...and my friends would probably be less annoyed with me cause I wouldn't be so forgetful or needy.
Ah, well, we'll see....
love,
insomnia,
x,
2009