4 Your Mom
this whole thing is getting confusing...
*takes a moment to stop and think*
...or am i just making it that way?
its possible. i wouldnt be the first time that happened...
and yet still...
its a lot more than i originally anticipated...
...or am i just making it that way too?
...mmmmmmmmno....i dont think so.
*thinks some more*
...he kisses me pretty...
why does the thought of his pending departure continually trickel into even the most wonderful of our moments?
but we talked about it already
we decided.
...still
when its so hard to say goodbye for the night...i cant imagine how ill hurt in four months...
then again, that is a long time from now...
we'll see.
...all his pretty words (in english and spanish) make the rollercoasters in my belly loop, but nothing compairs to when he just...holds me. just sits there with his head touching mine, his arms wrapped tightly around me, his eyes closed and his heart racing.
...different...
its all so bittersweet.
(sorry im so vague, but frankly none of this is any of your business, im just updating because i told Your-Mom i would.)
*takes a moment to stop and think*
...or am i just making it that way?
its possible. i wouldnt be the first time that happened...
and yet still...
its a lot more than i originally anticipated...
...or am i just making it that way too?
...mmmmmmmmno....i dont think so.
*thinks some more*
...he kisses me pretty...
why does the thought of his pending departure continually trickel into even the most wonderful of our moments?
but we talked about it already
we decided.
...still
when its so hard to say goodbye for the night...i cant imagine how ill hurt in four months...
then again, that is a long time from now...
we'll see.
...all his pretty words (in english and spanish) make the rollercoasters in my belly loop, but nothing compairs to when he just...holds me. just sits there with his head touching mine, his arms wrapped tightly around me, his eyes closed and his heart racing.
...different...
its all so bittersweet.
(sorry im so vague, but frankly none of this is any of your business, im just updating because i told Your-Mom i would.)