Nov 20, 2008 19:00
Wow, it's been over two months since I've updated this. I really wish I had more exciting things to say, or at the least positive.
I'm kinda in a rut now. I am so unmotivated when it comes to school, which is VERY VERY BAD because I really want to get my GPA above a 3.0. It certainly was possible until I bombed two tests...one I'm not worried about, the other one I kinda am....it's 25% of my grade, so that just means I need to kick ass on the next two papers and a final. Which I can do....assuming I can get motivated.
I really wish I could go back in time and tell my freshman self what to do. I wish I knew that I wanted to work in Sexual Health. I wish I had spent a year abroad. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for everything that has happened to me, but sometimes I wish it had worked out differently. Especially with the economy the way it is I can't help but think my timing couldn't be worse.
Ugh, anywho.
I sometimes hate being single. I swear to God everyone is either in a relationship or might be in one. (Yes yes I know a lot of these people were single for a long long time and i'm very happy for them and BLAHBLAHBLAH I'M BITTER OK) But I know it's good that I'm single. I may not be able to see that all the time but I know it's true and one day I'm going to be incredibly thankful I stuck it out.
I just need a crush. I keep thinking about HJG and it's ridiculously disturbing. It's been almost 2 years! 2 FUCKING YEARS!! wtf, man.
So yeah, I really need to get back to this paper. There's my update, people. Hope you enjoyed/