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Can I even begin to explain how history repeats itself?
You have to be part of the strange occurances making up history to truely understand it seems.
I will try.
Last year dec. 19th I went to BC and the friday before I spent with Red.
This year dec. 18th I go to BC and yesterday, Friday, I spent with Red.
The year before last, December, I spent with Red.
My December lover.
Now he goes away to a cabin in the forest, I go away to my islands. I try to remember that I was alive when he wasn't around. Try to be thankful. But just wonder how I can go on without speaking to him or feeling him near.
Oh those transient loves floating in and out of our lives.
Try to remember that we are whole and unified.
Try to remember that we are always together and distance is an illusion.
Now I truely know that we are and have been intrinsically connected through many lifetimes. Patterns repeat themselves when they arn't solved. I haven't felt my heart so strongly in a long long time. Love.
You have to be part of the strange occurances making up history to truely understand it seems.
I will try.
Last year dec. 19th I went to BC and the friday before I spent with Red.
This year dec. 18th I go to BC and yesterday, Friday, I spent with Red.
The year before last, December, I spent with Red.
My December lover.
Now he goes away to a cabin in the forest, I go away to my islands. I try to remember that I was alive when he wasn't around. Try to be thankful. But just wonder how I can go on without speaking to him or feeling him near.
Oh those transient loves floating in and out of our lives.
Try to remember that we are whole and unified.
Try to remember that we are always together and distance is an illusion.
Now I truely know that we are and have been intrinsically connected through many lifetimes. Patterns repeat themselves when they arn't solved. I haven't felt my heart so strongly in a long long time. Love.