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its been a busy couple of weeks recently. ive moved out of the horrible horrible, hospital accomodation and into a loverly flat with emma. was hoping it would be all wonderful and joyous but its had its not gone to plan. things have been getting to me loads about the way that emma does things. things like the other day i left my computer and my printer on the table before i went to work so that i could get back to work when i got in. i walk in and all my stuff has been moved and dumped in my room, but she hadnt washed up. that doesnt make any sense to me, how she can leave the washing up and but move all my stuff. it wasnt even like i had unplugged it to suggest that i had finished using it. it just bugged me. the other thing that i suppose has bugged me since moving in is the fact that her boyfriends round whenever possible which is great dont mind it at all, but when he's not here shes in a foul mood and i can't really talk to her about stuff. i suppose its just not how i imagined in.
i suppose there are lots of things that are just getting on top of me at the moment. i have a stupid amount of work to, moving in to here, im also trying to make 30 hours of missed placement up on top of the 30hours that i have to work every week, and im also trying to fit at least one bank shift in a week to make some money.
its also bugging me that i keep haveing dreams bout tom. what is that??? havent thought bout him in ages and then he pops up in my dream!! and its a dream where we get back together, believe me i have tried not to have it and wake myself up from it but it doesnt work too well.
im having a night into myself as emma is spending the weekend in wimbledon. so just watching the english patient and relaxing.
i just seem to have a real downer on things atm. it'll be alright once ive got this module over with.
i suppose there are lots of things that are just getting on top of me at the moment. i have a stupid amount of work to, moving in to here, im also trying to make 30 hours of missed placement up on top of the 30hours that i have to work every week, and im also trying to fit at least one bank shift in a week to make some money.
its also bugging me that i keep haveing dreams bout tom. what is that??? havent thought bout him in ages and then he pops up in my dream!! and its a dream where we get back together, believe me i have tried not to have it and wake myself up from it but it doesnt work too well.
im having a night into myself as emma is spending the weekend in wimbledon. so just watching the english patient and relaxing.
i just seem to have a real downer on things atm. it'll be alright once ive got this module over with.