back again
ever had that dreadful feeling that everything is moving too fast? changing at an exponential rate and all you can hope to do is keep up? that's they way it is now for me. school started and everything went a warp speed. colleges! pictures! SAT's! homecoming! birthday! my birthday is tomorrow and i haven't even figured out what to do! i keep meaning to do things but they just get swept far downstream while i'm struggling to keep my head above water. i keep telling myself that it will calm down soon but it just seems to be speeding up. i have homework to do, lines to memorize, girl scout parties to plan, costumes to find, and not to mention college applications. I really just want to apply to oberlin and st mary's and call it a day. i'm sure i can get into oberlin, st. mary's is iffy. I'll see if i can go back and visit again. but i digress. i'm sorry i havn't kept up here. i knew i said i was "back from the dead" but i'm not so sure now.