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four more days untill opening night. it seems way too early, like we just auditioned the other day. no real musical meltdown yet, at least on the costume front. i was able to control myself on tuesday. i really should have not raised my voice. on friday, i stayed after school with caitlin, janny and mrd. dorwort to copy programs. we were reading senior bios and the subject of drama track records came up. mrs. dorwart said i would have been the only junior to claim acting in every play if i had been cast in the one acts this year. i agreed, but let the conversation move on. that was the only real reason i blew up about everything. i've been involved in everything, not everyone can claim that. and i've done costumes, which is backstage, so thespian society is clear. (you have to do backstage as well as act, but we've been overlooking that fact.) this thursday, at 6:59, i have the feeling whatever stress i have had will evaporate. that's allways what happens when i perform.