Pissed... survey. God please help me.

Apr 02, 2007 02:32

Shit is just going bad right now. Mehhhhhhhh. Been doing super cleaning, decided to take a break. I feel like my head is going to explode right now I'm thinking about so much crap in the future. Job. Money. Bills. Rent. Where the hell am I going to live. School issues. Etc. Etc. Etc. Want to shoot myself. Doing a Meme thing. Maybe it will calm me a bit, focusing on details of distant memories.


Stole from ladylaurelote

TEN YEARS AGO
How old were you?
12, almost 13

Where did you go to school?
Lantana Elementary School, Lantana, FL

Where did you work?
... I ran blueprints at my dad's architectural office for some pocket money now and again. Other than that, I was 12. O_o

Where did you live?
Lantana, FL

Where did you hang out?
At home or with my friend Jessica, girl scout meetings, piano lessons, and school. I was finishing my first year at Palm Beach County School of the Arts (now Dreyfoos School of the Arts) D:

What was your hair style?
A little bit longer than my shoulders. But not by much.

Did you wear glasses?
I should have been, but I didn't like the frames I had so I didn't wear'em.

Who were your best friends?
Jessica O'Neil, John Potrekus, Alexandria Chaple

How many tattoos did you have?
... x_x

How many piercings did you have?
None

What car did you drive?
Tri-rail.

What was your worst fear?
Probably failing. And missing the train in the morning.

Had you driven yet?
Nope.

Had you been to a real party yet?
Negative.

Had your heart broken?
Nope. I was quite innocent.

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
Very single.

FIVE YEARS AGO
How old were you?
17, almost 18

Where did you go to school?
Palm Beach County/Alexander W. Dreyfoos Jr. School of the Arts

Where did you work?
I actually sold a handful of paintings, drawings and prints that year, thanks to a contest and the Senior Show. Plus I was graduating high school, so I got a buncha gift moneys.

Where did you live?
Still in the same house in Lantana, FL.

Where did you hang out?
I was queen of extracurriculars and community service. Also went to Jessica's house still. And my own house, normally calling people on the phone.

How was your hair style?
I kept it around the same length throughout most of high school. Long enough to tie back with a ponytail, short enough that it wasn't completely unmanageable.

Did you wear glasses?
Yeah, I finally was forced into wearing them around 9th grade, but I got new frames, so I liked wearing'em.

Who were your best friends?
Jessica O'Neil, Christina Smith, Tiffany Saulter, Rebekah Stewart, Amanda Ripley, Ingrid Sanchez, I think I was warming up to Gina Guadagnino by then too. XD

Who was your regular-person crush?
Do anime characters count? Because I'd go with Van Fanel from Escaflowne. I still didn't care much for any of the guys I knew. The school's male population was almost entirely gay or complete jerks. And I wasn't into a lot of music or movies at the time, so I didn't know any actors or anything.... yeah.

How many tattoos did you have?
Again, zero.

How many piercings did you have?:
None still.

What car did you drive?
Still Tri-rail.

What was your favorite band/group?
Some J-pop stuff I'm sure. I don't remember anymore.

What was your worst fear?
Not being able to pay for college. HEY THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW! *grumble*

Had you been to a real party yet?
Like Ladylaurelote, I assume "real" here means "with alcohol," or something like that. In that case, no.

Had your heart broken?
Nope.

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
Always single.

APRIL 2007

How old are you?:
22, almost 23

Where do you work?
Currently looking for employment.

Where do you live?
Bushwick in Brooklyn, NY during school. At Jason's house in Kingston, NY on weekends and breaks. My permanent address is still in Lantana, FL with my parents.

Where do you hang out?
When I'm in NYC: normally places near the school, art supply stores, the 5-story Barnes & Noble in Union Square. The small handfuls of times I actually go to socialize while not on a break from class, it's normally with Gina and/or Tim. Gina and I tend to end up baking or going out to eat. With Tim I normally end up having a few drinks. I stay home a lot and talk to internet friends.
When I'm in Kingston: Always with Jason, we go out to eat or the movies. Often end up at the Hudson Valley Mall. Sometimes hang out with our friends Crystal and Ryan, or Will, Avery, Adam, and Rick, or Brandon. Games of some kind are played often, including various versions of Munchkin and Flux.
When I'm in Lantana: I'm normally on a whirlwind tour, down there for only a few days, trying to see at least 1 friend a day if not many more. Boynton Beach Mall, both West Palm Beach and Boca Raton Muvico's, CityPlace, Chili's in Boynton, :D Jessica's house, Kelly's Pool Hall near Atlantis

How is your hair style?
A bit longer than normal. It needs to be trimmed. I'm slightly more adventurous with it though. Wear it down more often or with accessories, etc.

Do you wear glasses?
Yep, my favorite pair yet. Thin black frames are the best.

Who are your best friends?

Again, like Ladylaurelote, I'd have to separate them into groups.
School would be Stephanie Wilson and Wing Cheung. Florida would be Jessica, Bekah, Gina, Christina, Tiffany, Karly. Internet would be Kattie and Patrick. I'd say I have friends in Kingston but I wouldn't consider any of them to be my "Best" friends yet. Jason doesn't count towards best friend because he's much more, the love of my life *mushy show of emotion*.

Do you talk to your old friends?
Some. Some I've fallen completely out of contact with. Others who I had fallen out of contact with a while ago have found me, or I've found them via internet and trying to rekindle the old friendship. :D But Jessica, Bekah, Gina, and Karly I still talk to regularly. Tiffany, Ingrid and Christina are semi-regularly.

How many piercings do you have?
2 total, one per ear.

How many tattoos?
None yet. Was planning on getting one after graduation.

What kind of car do you have?
NYC Metropolitan Transit Authority. Subway and MetroNorth. I *am* working on getting my license though for when I move upstate.

What is your favorite band/group?
Probably Breaking Benjamin, Tenacious D, X Japan, Λucifer. I have a lot of singles I like from random bands.

What is your biggest fear?
Still money. Paying off tuition, loans, bills, rent, living expenses, etc. etc.

Have you been arrested, if so how many times total?
Never.

Has your heart been broken?:
Mmm... I've had 3 bizarre romantic situations total till I found my main squeeze. I don't want to say I ended all of the 3, but more accurately things just kinda fell apart. The first BF though (funny story now), I became concerned for his health, he got defensive, one thing led to another, I gave him an ultimatum. He chose donuts/video games over me. So how can you have your heart broken by someone who is -clearly mental-?

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:
Taken. :D
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