ive never felt this way before....

[pandie___mandie]

these last few days should have been really great considering school is over but actually they have been filled with things that are not necessarily worth while at all. it seems that everything is all of a sudden hitting me and i am overwhelmd with everything. school is donee the seniors are gone, nd i dont really know how ill react, i guess i understand when we go to school in september and have that feeling of emptiness. i can say though that in these last few days i learned more than i have this entire year. boys, friends, relationships and about myself. i dont really get deep in my enteries but i just feel right now that i have a lot on my mind that needs to be let out. i wish i could understand what people thought and how they felt because at this point only about 2 things make sense to me. i have a totally different view on life right now and lets hope that things get better from here... i only try to do the right thing.
-->tell me thoughh, which woould you rather:
a lie that makes you smile, or the truth that draws a tear???...................