[ONE-SHOT] Kimi To.
Title: Kimi to.
Author: Pandayingg
Pairing: Hikabuu / Yabutaro
Rating: PG
Genre: fluff? romance? slight angst (maybe?)
Type : One-shot
Word Count : 1750
With you, anything is possible.
I hated the sight of Chinen sitting on your lap, while you wrapped your arms around his waist. I hated it when you ran to the rest of the members asking for help in your schoolwork when i obviously can help you better. I hated it when you run to anyone but me, just to ask for consultation for your dance moves.
Which is why, i decided that i should make my feelings known to you. But how?
You'll probably jump out of your skins knowing that im gay. Wait, you probably wouldn't even talk to me. I mean, on how many occasions have we talked? One? Two? None?
I lifted my guitar and placed it on my lap before strumming a few chords, humming out a familiar tune that has stuck by me for the last few years. The burden of my crush on you slowly fading away.
I remember years ago, when i had my first boyfriend. We shared our first kiss in a dressing room at the corner of the studio one week after he confessed to me at the foot of my apartment. We lasted for a year or so. The best days of my life spent with him, until he told me that we should take a break. We both felt tired and others were not happy that we were spending much time together. We broke up but remained as best friends.
He came into my room just as I recalled the past.
"Heys!" he said before settling down on my bed with his guitar in his hand. "Remember this?" he continued before strumming a few chords on his guitar.
I smiled and i sang along with him.
soshite chiriyuku sono hanabira ni
mata tsugi no yakusoku chikau yo
we struck the last chord together and smiled at each other. I stood up and walked towards him, before laying my head on his shoulder.
"What's wrong?" he asked, ruffling my hair.
I sighed and remained silent, relieving his scent. I wasn't in love with him anymore, i just fell back in love with our friendship. And he felt the same way.
"Something troubling your heart?" he asked again. I lifted my head up and heaved another sigh.
"That's it, you're in love" he said, clapping his hands together. I knew he was able to see through my thoughts. No matter how i tried to hide it.
"Hika…" i said. He turned to look at me, curiosity lingering from every part of his face, dying to know who i actually like now.
i froze in mid-sentence, not wanting to confess who i like. What felt like hours pass and i eventually spilled out the name. Hikaru stared at me in disbelief before finding his soul again. He told me what i should do. We spoke throughout the night and we finally fell asleep at four in the morning.
I couldn't believe what was happening when you came up to me and talked to me. Actually, you just came up to greet me when i walked into the dressing room that morning. Well, it was just two words 'good morning' but i felt as though i could rush up to the rooftop and scream out my feelings. Hikaru winked at me from where he was sitting. Somehow i felt that it was his doing. I thanked him from the bottom of my heart and sat beside him, happiness bustling from every pores on my skin.
I might be silly, to be happy just because you said 'good morning' to me. But little things like a morning greeting can fly me to the moon.
I made my way towards the swimming pool in the building. Sweaty from a day of practise, i stripped off my shirt, before plunging into the cool water of the swimming pool. I love the feeling of the water rippling past my skin. After about two laps, i leaned against the wall of the pool and closed my eyes, relaxing while listening to the splash of the water around me. Taking a deep breathe, i went underwater and sat at the bottom of the floor. I held my breathe and counted. Opening my eyes, i squinted and look around the swimming pool. I smiled to myself as i enjoyed the peace. I alway loved sitting on the floor of the pool till my lungs ran out of air. And whenever that happens, i will continue sitting slightly longer just to hear the beats of my pulse in my ear. Even before i could react, i felt a pair of hands around my waist and i felt myself before lifted out of the water.
Rubbing my eye dry of the water, i looked around to see who pulled me out. I obviously didn't appreciate that person's help. Turning around, i saw you sitting on the edge of the pool, fully clothed,soaked and panting.
"What are you doing here!?" I asked, immediately.
"Saving you of course" you had snapped back at me.
I was obviously confused. Why did i need you to save me? Other from a heartbreak.
I raised my eyebrow."Saving me?"
"Are you mad? I thought you drowned! You were underwater for so long!" You stood up and snapped at me.
You knew i was underwater the whole time? Were you peeping from somewhere? Where you here the whole time? My heart did a backflip. I slowly explained to you what i was doing and pulled you towards the water to have a try. You resisted at first, claiming that you didn't have an extra change of clothes. I happily said that i had an extra set and pulled you into the water before you could resist more.
After that incident, we became closer.
You confessed that the feeling was the best. The feeling of being underwater. We went for dinner after that before i sent you home. Something i should do since you were younger. You thanked me and we agreed to go for a swim after every practise.
Soon, you were coming over to my house during the weekends so that i could help you with your schoolwork. Actually, it was you who initiated it since you complained your house was too noisy to study. I was pleased but at the same time troubled with the questions you threw to me. I did those years ago and it took awhile for my rusty brain to run again. I soon found out that you never had the courage to talk to me because i looked like i would eat you up.
You came over one friday night, soaked to the bones. You were shivering as i led you to my room. Tossing you a set of clothes to change, you told me what happened at home. Apparently you had a fight with your sibling and left the house in anger. I laughed at your childishness.
Your height will never match your age.
You settled down on my bed and grabbed my guitar, strumming a few random chords. I settled beside you, my heart missing a few beats at time. I took my guitar from your hand and taught you how to strum correctly. I ignored the ringing in my heart, that urge to just scream out those three words. I passed the guitar back to you for your to tryout those chords again. You took the guitar and propped it against the wall. I blinked in surprised, since i thought you were going to tryout the chords that i just taught. You leaned closer and closer to me, and it was within seconds that we were just inches apart. My heart probably stopped beating, and every alarm was going off in my head. I fought the urge to lean close as i backed up against the wall. What's happening right now?
I reached out my hand, intending to push you away, to tell you that this was all wrong. As if you could read my mind, you grabbed my hands and placed them by the side of my body. Everything felt wrong, very wrong. It wasn't like the time Hikaru pinned me against the wall in the dressing room. I could hardly breath. I know this was something i have always dreamt of but i would have never expected it. I stared at your face. Slowly, you leaned in and kiss me on my lip. The soft touch of your lips sent me tingling. I wanted to kiss you back but you pulled away before your head dropped onto my shoulder.
I lifted your head, brushing my hand across your forehead. You were running a fever! I settled you on my bed before i ran to grab a towel. The rest, it was just : mothercare.
I woke up in the morning to see you sitting beside me on the bed. I forgot how i ended up on the bed.
"I pulled you up. You looked uncomfortable sitting on the floor" you said, like as thought you could read my mind.
I reached out my hand to touch his forehead. Good, his fever was gone. I propped myself up. We were sharing the same blanket. Was i the one who pulled it over the both of us?
"You were shivering in the middle of the night so i pulled the blanket over you as well" you said again.
I looked at him, confused about everything, including the night before. So he kissed me because he had a fever?
"Yabu?" you said.
I snapped out of my thoughts. You leaned in and kissed me once more.
"I like you. This kiss, and the kiss last night, it represents my true feelings to you." You said before pulling the blanket to cover the blush on your face. I touched my lips, unable to believe everything. So you liked me too? Since when?
"I-i like you too" i said back softly.
"I know…Hikaru told me" you said.
I cursed Hikaru softly in my head and snuggled close to you. "I love you for a long long time already"
"Stop acting like a baby." you said, wrapping your hands around my head. I gave a pout and looked up at his face. He pinched my nose before continuing "For god sake, you're acting like the younger one here. Im five years younger than you" I pout again before snuggling closer.
That's why i said, anything is possible with you, Morimoto Ryutaro.
A/N: This is…rather…FAIL. OMG /GRABS MY OWN HAIR AND PULL ALL OF IT OUT ><
comments please, to tell me how much i failed ><
last post before i go for my trip tomorrow :(
Author: Pandayingg
Pairing: Hikabuu / Yabutaro
Rating: PG
Genre: fluff? romance? slight angst (maybe?)
Type : One-shot
Word Count : 1750
With you, anything is possible.
I hated the sight of Chinen sitting on your lap, while you wrapped your arms around his waist. I hated it when you ran to the rest of the members asking for help in your schoolwork when i obviously can help you better. I hated it when you run to anyone but me, just to ask for consultation for your dance moves.
Which is why, i decided that i should make my feelings known to you. But how?
You'll probably jump out of your skins knowing that im gay. Wait, you probably wouldn't even talk to me. I mean, on how many occasions have we talked? One? Two? None?
I lifted my guitar and placed it on my lap before strumming a few chords, humming out a familiar tune that has stuck by me for the last few years. The burden of my crush on you slowly fading away.
I remember years ago, when i had my first boyfriend. We shared our first kiss in a dressing room at the corner of the studio one week after he confessed to me at the foot of my apartment. We lasted for a year or so. The best days of my life spent with him, until he told me that we should take a break. We both felt tired and others were not happy that we were spending much time together. We broke up but remained as best friends.
He came into my room just as I recalled the past.
"Heys!" he said before settling down on my bed with his guitar in his hand. "Remember this?" he continued before strumming a few chords on his guitar.
I smiled and i sang along with him.
soshite chiriyuku sono hanabira ni
mata tsugi no yakusoku chikau yo
we struck the last chord together and smiled at each other. I stood up and walked towards him, before laying my head on his shoulder.
"What's wrong?" he asked, ruffling my hair.
I sighed and remained silent, relieving his scent. I wasn't in love with him anymore, i just fell back in love with our friendship. And he felt the same way.
"Something troubling your heart?" he asked again. I lifted my head up and heaved another sigh.
"That's it, you're in love" he said, clapping his hands together. I knew he was able to see through my thoughts. No matter how i tried to hide it.
"Hika…" i said. He turned to look at me, curiosity lingering from every part of his face, dying to know who i actually like now.
i froze in mid-sentence, not wanting to confess who i like. What felt like hours pass and i eventually spilled out the name. Hikaru stared at me in disbelief before finding his soul again. He told me what i should do. We spoke throughout the night and we finally fell asleep at four in the morning.
I couldn't believe what was happening when you came up to me and talked to me. Actually, you just came up to greet me when i walked into the dressing room that morning. Well, it was just two words 'good morning' but i felt as though i could rush up to the rooftop and scream out my feelings. Hikaru winked at me from where he was sitting. Somehow i felt that it was his doing. I thanked him from the bottom of my heart and sat beside him, happiness bustling from every pores on my skin.
I might be silly, to be happy just because you said 'good morning' to me. But little things like a morning greeting can fly me to the moon.
I made my way towards the swimming pool in the building. Sweaty from a day of practise, i stripped off my shirt, before plunging into the cool water of the swimming pool. I love the feeling of the water rippling past my skin. After about two laps, i leaned against the wall of the pool and closed my eyes, relaxing while listening to the splash of the water around me. Taking a deep breathe, i went underwater and sat at the bottom of the floor. I held my breathe and counted. Opening my eyes, i squinted and look around the swimming pool. I smiled to myself as i enjoyed the peace. I alway loved sitting on the floor of the pool till my lungs ran out of air. And whenever that happens, i will continue sitting slightly longer just to hear the beats of my pulse in my ear. Even before i could react, i felt a pair of hands around my waist and i felt myself before lifted out of the water.
Rubbing my eye dry of the water, i looked around to see who pulled me out. I obviously didn't appreciate that person's help. Turning around, i saw you sitting on the edge of the pool, fully clothed,soaked and panting.
"What are you doing here!?" I asked, immediately.
"Saving you of course" you had snapped back at me.
I was obviously confused. Why did i need you to save me? Other from a heartbreak.
I raised my eyebrow."Saving me?"
"Are you mad? I thought you drowned! You were underwater for so long!" You stood up and snapped at me.
You knew i was underwater the whole time? Were you peeping from somewhere? Where you here the whole time? My heart did a backflip. I slowly explained to you what i was doing and pulled you towards the water to have a try. You resisted at first, claiming that you didn't have an extra change of clothes. I happily said that i had an extra set and pulled you into the water before you could resist more.
After that incident, we became closer.
You confessed that the feeling was the best. The feeling of being underwater. We went for dinner after that before i sent you home. Something i should do since you were younger. You thanked me and we agreed to go for a swim after every practise.
Soon, you were coming over to my house during the weekends so that i could help you with your schoolwork. Actually, it was you who initiated it since you complained your house was too noisy to study. I was pleased but at the same time troubled with the questions you threw to me. I did those years ago and it took awhile for my rusty brain to run again. I soon found out that you never had the courage to talk to me because i looked like i would eat you up.
You came over one friday night, soaked to the bones. You were shivering as i led you to my room. Tossing you a set of clothes to change, you told me what happened at home. Apparently you had a fight with your sibling and left the house in anger. I laughed at your childishness.
Your height will never match your age.
You settled down on my bed and grabbed my guitar, strumming a few random chords. I settled beside you, my heart missing a few beats at time. I took my guitar from your hand and taught you how to strum correctly. I ignored the ringing in my heart, that urge to just scream out those three words. I passed the guitar back to you for your to tryout those chords again. You took the guitar and propped it against the wall. I blinked in surprised, since i thought you were going to tryout the chords that i just taught. You leaned closer and closer to me, and it was within seconds that we were just inches apart. My heart probably stopped beating, and every alarm was going off in my head. I fought the urge to lean close as i backed up against the wall. What's happening right now?
I reached out my hand, intending to push you away, to tell you that this was all wrong. As if you could read my mind, you grabbed my hands and placed them by the side of my body. Everything felt wrong, very wrong. It wasn't like the time Hikaru pinned me against the wall in the dressing room. I could hardly breath. I know this was something i have always dreamt of but i would have never expected it. I stared at your face. Slowly, you leaned in and kiss me on my lip. The soft touch of your lips sent me tingling. I wanted to kiss you back but you pulled away before your head dropped onto my shoulder.
I lifted your head, brushing my hand across your forehead. You were running a fever! I settled you on my bed before i ran to grab a towel. The rest, it was just : mothercare.
I woke up in the morning to see you sitting beside me on the bed. I forgot how i ended up on the bed.
"I pulled you up. You looked uncomfortable sitting on the floor" you said, like as thought you could read my mind.
I reached out my hand to touch his forehead. Good, his fever was gone. I propped myself up. We were sharing the same blanket. Was i the one who pulled it over the both of us?
"You were shivering in the middle of the night so i pulled the blanket over you as well" you said again.
I looked at him, confused about everything, including the night before. So he kissed me because he had a fever?
"Yabu?" you said.
I snapped out of my thoughts. You leaned in and kissed me once more.
"I like you. This kiss, and the kiss last night, it represents my true feelings to you." You said before pulling the blanket to cover the blush on your face. I touched my lips, unable to believe everything. So you liked me too? Since when?
"I-i like you too" i said back softly.
"I know…Hikaru told me" you said.
I cursed Hikaru softly in my head and snuggled close to you. "I love you for a long long time already"
"Stop acting like a baby." you said, wrapping your hands around my head. I gave a pout and looked up at his face. He pinched my nose before continuing "For god sake, you're acting like the younger one here. Im five years younger than you" I pout again before snuggling closer.
That's why i said, anything is possible with you, Morimoto Ryutaro.
A/N: This is…rather…FAIL. OMG /GRABS MY OWN HAIR AND PULL ALL OF IT OUT ><
comments please, to tell me how much i failed ><
last post before i go for my trip tomorrow :(