random drabble

Mar 16, 2011 22:02

Title : How are you?
Author : Pandayingg
Pairings : Yamachii
Rating : G
Summary : random Yamachii drabble....

I looked back at the place which once held all our memories. Taking a deep breath, i look forward and started on my journey. I recalled the days where we used to walk hand in hand by the riverside. Those memories that we wished we could revise together.

Then one day, you let go of my hand. We didn't say a word, but i felt the distance between us increasing.

You continued walking beside me, the smile still on your face. We spoke about what love is about. We did what couples do. We hold hands, we kiss passionately under the stars, we confide in each other.

But one day, your kiss felt loveless. We still hold hands, but i could feel you slowly slipping away. We spent less times together although you still give a goodnight call before i sleep.

Someday, i touch my heart and stare at your picture. That tugged telling me that i miss you somehow gone. I stare at your picture for awhile more. No, i don't miss you at all. I didn't panic, i didn't make myself miss you. I know, we are fading apart.

We broke up. We were each other's first love. No tears were shed, but i felt a wound deep in my heart. Those days we'd spent with each other, the taste of your lips. I wished you well, you smiled as we gave each other a final hug. Turning around first, i walked away before you, not giving a backwards glance. I didn't want any regrets. I tilted my head up and stared into the sky, the sun shining into my face, drying up the tears forming in my eyes.

I changed my phone number and shifted to a new place. I wanted a new start. I pray for a fresh start once the sun sets as i laid myself down on the cold hard floor of my new apartment. The bitter wind blowing in through the opened windows numbing my pain.

If i could, i would have used all the power in the world to stop us from breaking apart. I would make time stop so that we could stay at the times we had by the riverside. But that was never possible. I missed your company, not your love.

In my quiet room, i looked through the pictures that we took together, my eye fixing on your laughter. The loneliness surrounds me as i realize that you're no long by my side. I cried for you in my thoughts and my dreams, but i know, you'll never hear it.

I wonder how i will handle my days without you. How are you doing without me Chii??

A/N : Just suddenly thought of this >< haven't wrote yamachii for a very long time. OH GOSH. i still think its super fail thought. aiyeee, pretty pissed off as well. please comment and thanks for reading <3 

yamachii

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