LOVE ANNOYANCE.
Title: Chapter 6 : …and smiles
Author: Pandayingg
Pairing: Yamaryu, very very very very slight yamachii.
Rating: G
Summary: with your tears, flowers will start to grow. with your smile, flowers will bloom. The flower started to grow, but will it bloom with his smile? (oh gosh what kind of summary is this -.-)
They never knew the pain they were causing to their best friend. Yamada had always smiled at Daiki and Chinen approvingly. Yamada had never once showed signs of disapproval to their relationship. He seemed fine even when Daiki and Chinen showed their affection for each other infront of him.
"Dai-chaaaaaaaaan say ahhhhhhhhhhh~" Chinen said in a sing song voice, feeding a strawberry to Daiki.
Daiki smiled and willingly accepted the strawberry. Yamada stifled a smile on his side. Before Daiki and Chinen were a couple, Daiki was ALWAYS the one feeding him the strawberries.
Chinen giggled and reached out to wipe the cream off Daiki's lips. Daiki smiled and ruffled Chinen's hair, ignoring whatever awkwardness that was falling onto Yamada.
"Chiiiii~ Your turn to say ahhhhh~" Daiki sang to Chinen, aiming a lemon at his lips.
"Mouuuu! Not lemons! They're so sour!" Chinen pouts, looking away.
Daiki's face fell before turning to Yamada. "Yamachannnn~ Lemons"
Yamada smiled a little, showing no sign of rejection.
"Ahhh~" Daiki fed him the lemon. Yeah, it was sour, very sour, making his head feeling much more sour as well. Yamada tried not to express the taste on his face but the lemon was too sour for him. Daiki and Chinen sitting opposite him started laughing.
"Yamachan chooo kawaiii~" They said in unisons.
The way couples are meant to be together, Yamada stared sorely at the both of them, his heart aching much more.
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Yamada lifted his head from Ryutaro's chest and straightened his body, wiping the remaining tears off his face. Ryutaro turned to look at him, passing him his last tissue.
"Arigato" Yamada took the piece of tissue and looked out towards the park. The sun had set and the garden was filled with nothing but the sound of croaking toads as well as occasional sniffs from Yamada. Ryutaro sat beside him in silence, not knowing what to do. He had never encountered a situation like that, not even with Shintaro. Well, their mother was always there when Shintaro started crying so it wasn't any of Ryutaro's business.
"Its weird nehh…i didn't really like you since the beginning…but yet, i showed my true self in front of you..." Yamada started.
Ryutaro turned, stunned, and processing what Yamada just said.
"You were that annoying guy that sneezed without covering your mouth. And that annoying kouhei that's taller than me and seem capable of anything"
Ryutaro continued staring at Yamada. Why is Yamada saying all these?
"Say something will you…" Yamada said again.
"Ahhh….ano…i don't know what to say." Ryutaro stuttered, trying to think of the correct words.
Yamada gave a soft laugh. "You like Chinen don't you…"
"EEEEEEEEhhhhhhhhh!?" Ryutaro shrieked out literally, almost falling off the bench.
"The way you look at him, its just so different…"
Ryutaro blushed, hoping that Yamada will not see it in the dark.
"Erhh…its let, i guess i better go home now" Ryutaro quickly tried to change to topic.
"Mmmm…."
Ryutaro stood up from the bench and slung his bag over his shoulder.
"I'll stay for a while more, you can go first…" Yamada stiffly said.
Ryutaro said his 'byes' and slowly walked off, turning back to see Yamada staring out into the darkness of the park once more.
Getting up the train once more, the thoughts of what happened earlier on started running through Ryutaro's mind.
"Its weird nehh…i didn't really like you since the beginning…"
" You like Chinen don't you?"
He couldn't yet figure out the way Yamada thinks, but he knew what Yamada needs right now. Friendship. And Ryutaro felt that he was the only one who can give Yamada that right now.
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Back in school the next day, Ryutaro decided to have lunch in the canteen.
"Ryu-chaaaan" He looked up to see Chinen, hand linked around Yamada. Ryutaro smiled and greeted them. Shortly after, they walked by again and placed their trays down, sitting opposite them. Ryutaro looked up at Yamada and smiled. He gave a slight smile back.
He noticed that Chinen was sitting really closely to Yamada, as though as he was flirting with him. Ryutaro felt a sense of uneasiness creeping up his chest. He started to have a urge to pull Chinen away from Yamada, to tell Chinen to stop flirting. He couldn't understand why someone who has a boyfriend already is still flirting. He started to feel very disgusted with Chinen, and the greatest hatred he had towards Chinen was that he felt that Chinen was using Yamada as a substitute, as a substitute for the days that he spent without Daiki.
Ryutaro stabbed his food and shoved them quickly into his mouth, ignoring god knows what Chinen was doing to Yamada. He glanced up and could see Yamada trying to avoid what Chinen was doing to him. Shoving the last of his rice into his mouth, he stood up and left the canteen, frustrated that Yamada was not fighting back and telling Chinen to keep his distance.
Why am i feeling so frustrated? Why am i feeling this hated towards Chinen now!? Ryutaro ran up to the rooftop to get some air. He took in deep breaths and tried to keep his mind free of any unwanted thoughts. He didn't want to be distracted in class later on.
Class dragged on and Ryutaro had the hardest time of his life trying to block out the thoughts of Chinen, the Chinen that he had a crush on, flirting with Yamada, the guy who was crying on his chest a night before. His eye starts to glow with hatred whenever the scene of Chinen and Daiki flirts around while Yamada stands hopelessly at the side, forcing back tears.
Class ended and Ryutaro purposely left the class last, slowly walking towards the dance studio. The feeling of dread falling upon his shoulders as he imagines seeing Daiki in the studio again, and the scene of Yamada weeping furiously at the end of class.
As expected, Daiki came again. Turned out that Daiki had nothing to do at home and Chinen had asked him to help out. Today's dance teacher was changed to Daiki, much to the delights of all the girls and some guys. Ryutaro scowled at the back. Today was suppose to be Yamada's turn to be teaching. He was somewhat anticipating Yamada's dance classes.
Dance class ended and like the day before, everyone gathered together and left the studio together for dinner. Ryutaro stayed behind, not wanting to join in again. The studio slowly cleared and it was eventually left with just Ryutaro and Yamada at the other end of the studio.
Ryutaro walked towards Yamada, slowly and carefully he said out. "Daijobu…"
Yamada looked up and Ryutaro tensed up, half expecting his face to be covered in tears again.
"Hai, daijobu."
Ryutaro let out a sigh of relieve.
"Iku…you must be hungry" Yamada grabbed his bag off the floor and walked towards Ryutaro.
"Ha-haii" Ryutaro quickly walked to his bag and grabbed it and followed Yamada, closing the door behind him, hoping that the scene of yesterday will fade to dust the moment the door closes shut.
They had dinner together, in silence until Yamada spoke up again.
"Anoo…"
"Mmmm?" Ryutaro looked up, chewing the food in his mouth.
"If you want….can we…be friends???"
"Mmmm?" Ryutaro continued chewing furiously, he didn't want to speak with his mouth full of food, for fear of being rude to his sempai.
"I-I-I mean you don't have to agree. Just….i feel comfortable with you…I can let out my feelings. I've never been like that with Chii…" Yamada's voice trailed off.
Ryutaro finally chewed the remains of food in his mouth, clearing his throat, he replied. "Gomen.."
Yamada's face fell. "I didn't want to speak with my mouth full….it will seem a little rude"
Yamada looked up at Ryutaro again. "Anoo…if you don't mind this kouhei who is taller than you and coughed without covering his mouth…"
Yamada smiled, the brightest smile that Ryutaro had seen on his face.
A/N: YOSH an update :D its like a super fail chapter to me personally >< and yeah chapter 4 : tears now chapter 6 : and smiles.
TEARS AND SMILES :D anyone realized? i typed the first part in the train nehh, on the way to school. haha now im crashing my classmate's class~
COMMENTS ARE LOVES <3 all the time yeah (:
Author: Pandayingg
Pairing: Yamaryu, very very very very slight yamachii.
Rating: G
Summary: with your tears, flowers will start to grow. with your smile, flowers will bloom. The flower started to grow, but will it bloom with his smile? (oh gosh what kind of summary is this -.-)
They never knew the pain they were causing to their best friend. Yamada had always smiled at Daiki and Chinen approvingly. Yamada had never once showed signs of disapproval to their relationship. He seemed fine even when Daiki and Chinen showed their affection for each other infront of him.
"Dai-chaaaaaaaaan say ahhhhhhhhhhh~" Chinen said in a sing song voice, feeding a strawberry to Daiki.
Daiki smiled and willingly accepted the strawberry. Yamada stifled a smile on his side. Before Daiki and Chinen were a couple, Daiki was ALWAYS the one feeding him the strawberries.
Chinen giggled and reached out to wipe the cream off Daiki's lips. Daiki smiled and ruffled Chinen's hair, ignoring whatever awkwardness that was falling onto Yamada.
"Chiiiii~ Your turn to say ahhhhh~" Daiki sang to Chinen, aiming a lemon at his lips.
"Mouuuu! Not lemons! They're so sour!" Chinen pouts, looking away.
Daiki's face fell before turning to Yamada. "Yamachannnn~ Lemons"
Yamada smiled a little, showing no sign of rejection.
"Ahhh~" Daiki fed him the lemon. Yeah, it was sour, very sour, making his head feeling much more sour as well. Yamada tried not to express the taste on his face but the lemon was too sour for him. Daiki and Chinen sitting opposite him started laughing.
"Yamachan chooo kawaiii~" They said in unisons.
The way couples are meant to be together, Yamada stared sorely at the both of them, his heart aching much more.
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Yamada lifted his head from Ryutaro's chest and straightened his body, wiping the remaining tears off his face. Ryutaro turned to look at him, passing him his last tissue.
"Arigato" Yamada took the piece of tissue and looked out towards the park. The sun had set and the garden was filled with nothing but the sound of croaking toads as well as occasional sniffs from Yamada. Ryutaro sat beside him in silence, not knowing what to do. He had never encountered a situation like that, not even with Shintaro. Well, their mother was always there when Shintaro started crying so it wasn't any of Ryutaro's business.
"Its weird nehh…i didn't really like you since the beginning…but yet, i showed my true self in front of you..." Yamada started.
Ryutaro turned, stunned, and processing what Yamada just said.
"You were that annoying guy that sneezed without covering your mouth. And that annoying kouhei that's taller than me and seem capable of anything"
Ryutaro continued staring at Yamada. Why is Yamada saying all these?
"Say something will you…" Yamada said again.
"Ahhh….ano…i don't know what to say." Ryutaro stuttered, trying to think of the correct words.
Yamada gave a soft laugh. "You like Chinen don't you…"
"EEEEEEEEhhhhhhhhh!?" Ryutaro shrieked out literally, almost falling off the bench.
"The way you look at him, its just so different…"
Ryutaro blushed, hoping that Yamada will not see it in the dark.
"Erhh…its let, i guess i better go home now" Ryutaro quickly tried to change to topic.
"Mmmm…."
Ryutaro stood up from the bench and slung his bag over his shoulder.
"I'll stay for a while more, you can go first…" Yamada stiffly said.
Ryutaro said his 'byes' and slowly walked off, turning back to see Yamada staring out into the darkness of the park once more.
Getting up the train once more, the thoughts of what happened earlier on started running through Ryutaro's mind.
"Its weird nehh…i didn't really like you since the beginning…"
" You like Chinen don't you?"
He couldn't yet figure out the way Yamada thinks, but he knew what Yamada needs right now. Friendship. And Ryutaro felt that he was the only one who can give Yamada that right now.
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Back in school the next day, Ryutaro decided to have lunch in the canteen.
"Ryu-chaaaan" He looked up to see Chinen, hand linked around Yamada. Ryutaro smiled and greeted them. Shortly after, they walked by again and placed their trays down, sitting opposite them. Ryutaro looked up at Yamada and smiled. He gave a slight smile back.
He noticed that Chinen was sitting really closely to Yamada, as though as he was flirting with him. Ryutaro felt a sense of uneasiness creeping up his chest. He started to have a urge to pull Chinen away from Yamada, to tell Chinen to stop flirting. He couldn't understand why someone who has a boyfriend already is still flirting. He started to feel very disgusted with Chinen, and the greatest hatred he had towards Chinen was that he felt that Chinen was using Yamada as a substitute, as a substitute for the days that he spent without Daiki.
Ryutaro stabbed his food and shoved them quickly into his mouth, ignoring god knows what Chinen was doing to Yamada. He glanced up and could see Yamada trying to avoid what Chinen was doing to him. Shoving the last of his rice into his mouth, he stood up and left the canteen, frustrated that Yamada was not fighting back and telling Chinen to keep his distance.
Why am i feeling so frustrated? Why am i feeling this hated towards Chinen now!? Ryutaro ran up to the rooftop to get some air. He took in deep breaths and tried to keep his mind free of any unwanted thoughts. He didn't want to be distracted in class later on.
Class dragged on and Ryutaro had the hardest time of his life trying to block out the thoughts of Chinen, the Chinen that he had a crush on, flirting with Yamada, the guy who was crying on his chest a night before. His eye starts to glow with hatred whenever the scene of Chinen and Daiki flirts around while Yamada stands hopelessly at the side, forcing back tears.
Class ended and Ryutaro purposely left the class last, slowly walking towards the dance studio. The feeling of dread falling upon his shoulders as he imagines seeing Daiki in the studio again, and the scene of Yamada weeping furiously at the end of class.
As expected, Daiki came again. Turned out that Daiki had nothing to do at home and Chinen had asked him to help out. Today's dance teacher was changed to Daiki, much to the delights of all the girls and some guys. Ryutaro scowled at the back. Today was suppose to be Yamada's turn to be teaching. He was somewhat anticipating Yamada's dance classes.
Dance class ended and like the day before, everyone gathered together and left the studio together for dinner. Ryutaro stayed behind, not wanting to join in again. The studio slowly cleared and it was eventually left with just Ryutaro and Yamada at the other end of the studio.
Ryutaro walked towards Yamada, slowly and carefully he said out. "Daijobu…"
Yamada looked up and Ryutaro tensed up, half expecting his face to be covered in tears again.
"Hai, daijobu."
Ryutaro let out a sigh of relieve.
"Iku…you must be hungry" Yamada grabbed his bag off the floor and walked towards Ryutaro.
"Ha-haii" Ryutaro quickly walked to his bag and grabbed it and followed Yamada, closing the door behind him, hoping that the scene of yesterday will fade to dust the moment the door closes shut.
They had dinner together, in silence until Yamada spoke up again.
"Anoo…"
"Mmmm?" Ryutaro looked up, chewing the food in his mouth.
"If you want….can we…be friends???"
"Mmmm?" Ryutaro continued chewing furiously, he didn't want to speak with his mouth full of food, for fear of being rude to his sempai.
"I-I-I mean you don't have to agree. Just….i feel comfortable with you…I can let out my feelings. I've never been like that with Chii…" Yamada's voice trailed off.
Ryutaro finally chewed the remains of food in his mouth, clearing his throat, he replied. "Gomen.."
Yamada's face fell. "I didn't want to speak with my mouth full….it will seem a little rude"
Yamada looked up at Ryutaro again. "Anoo…if you don't mind this kouhei who is taller than you and coughed without covering his mouth…"
Yamada smiled, the brightest smile that Ryutaro had seen on his face.
A/N: YOSH an update :D its like a super fail chapter to me personally >< and yeah chapter 4 : tears now chapter 6 : and smiles.
TEARS AND SMILES :D anyone realized? i typed the first part in the train nehh, on the way to school. haha now im crashing my classmate's class~
COMMENTS ARE LOVES <3 all the time yeah (: