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[pandatwist]

okay here is my rant, I know by the time I am done I will probably feel better and regret half of what I write but for right now I need it out of me! I am so sick of people being like oh you are so cool and I love you so much and all that crap. Thanks for all of your kind words but come on I am not I cant get a date to save my life. No guys like me/ or want to be with me. and its not that I need a guy but it would be nice to have a date once in a while. I know my friends are being nice by saying how wonderful I am but come on dont lie to me I'm sick of it! I dont even really know where this come from I guess I just feel really lonely right now but I think I have a right to be, after all I am alone, and I know when I talk to some of you I preach girl power and being good on my own and all that crap. part of me believes it but another part of me right now just needs a guy!

I'm going to stop complaining and just deal with it. hopefully I will feel better in the morning.

later all