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Well... I'm in a really fucking bad mood, now. I decided that I needed to stop dicking around because school starts soon and it's been unbelievably difficult to get with Stephanie about my loan situation. So, I sat down and applied for a loan. Denied.
First step: panic. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO? SCHOOL STARTS IN TWO WEEKS AND I DO NOT HAVE A DIME TO FINANCE IT. NOT A SINGLE DIME.
Freakout accomplished. Now I have to seriously look at the directions this could take me.
A) They'll let me go there anyway.
-The school is pretty small, there is one person who does all of the school's finances. If she knows that I'm busting my ass to deliver her a check whenever possible, she'll probably let the due dates slide a little bit.
B) They won't let me go to school.
a) Weinstein still employs me here because they still need students like humans need water or air. I will continue to live and work here, giving me and my dad a chance to save up money for tuition payments. Worst case scenario, I have to tack on 6 months or 12 to my total. That would suck since I hate it here, but then in the end, instead of 12 months of experience, I would have 22 or 28.
b) Weinstein lets me go because I'm not technically a student.
1) I can use this as guilt material for my dad whose fault this would ultimately be.
2) I will get to be back home where my friends are... I will also have the chance to take that religion class and sort out my finances.
I don't know... I'm panicked and pissed off, but at least I know that even the worst case scenario isn't that bad. Worsham will still take me no matter what, it may just have to wait a semester while we get things under control.
First step: panic. WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO? SCHOOL STARTS IN TWO WEEKS AND I DO NOT HAVE A DIME TO FINANCE IT. NOT A SINGLE DIME.
Freakout accomplished. Now I have to seriously look at the directions this could take me.
A) They'll let me go there anyway.
-The school is pretty small, there is one person who does all of the school's finances. If she knows that I'm busting my ass to deliver her a check whenever possible, she'll probably let the due dates slide a little bit.
B) They won't let me go to school.
a) Weinstein still employs me here because they still need students like humans need water or air. I will continue to live and work here, giving me and my dad a chance to save up money for tuition payments. Worst case scenario, I have to tack on 6 months or 12 to my total. That would suck since I hate it here, but then in the end, instead of 12 months of experience, I would have 22 or 28.
b) Weinstein lets me go because I'm not technically a student.
1) I can use this as guilt material for my dad whose fault this would ultimately be.
2) I will get to be back home where my friends are... I will also have the chance to take that religion class and sort out my finances.
I don't know... I'm panicked and pissed off, but at least I know that even the worst case scenario isn't that bad. Worsham will still take me no matter what, it may just have to wait a semester while we get things under control.