The day of sadness
Ok, this is my third attempt to write this...so basically today is the suckiest day of the year. Today WOULD be my dad's 58th birthday. See the stress on WOULD?? Yeah that's right...as most of you know, my father is no longer with us. He died 6 years ago, and so, every year, around this time, I get a little sad and think about him like all day. Even when I was awake at 3 this morning, I was thinking about him, and how much I miss him. It's awful - why does alcoholism have to kill?? Why isn't there a cure? WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO DRINK AND BE STUPID ABOUT IT?!?! It's RETARDED and senseless behavior. I have friends who are headed in this direction, and they always say, "Oh no, I'm fine, I'm under control when I drink."...BULLSHIT YOU ARE!!! I don't think 8-10 beers a weekend EVERY WEEKEND isn't going to do you any good. If you cared one shit about how I felt, then you might lessen up...but apparently you don't so screw you.
But yeah, besides that...college is going ok, people are nice - and getting caught with marijuana (lol). but yeah...that's life for now.....
Peace.
*~S~*
p.s. I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!
But yeah, besides that...college is going ok, people are nice - and getting caught with marijuana (lol). but yeah...that's life for now.....
Peace.
*~S~*
p.s. I LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!