Hell
I've been living one of my worst nightmares for 6 whole months now. I am completely and utterly drained. I have never been more drained in my life and I can never get enough sleep. It seems like everything that could go wrong has gone wrong.
I got married so that he would be there to walk me down the aisle. It was truly sad and truly happy all at once. Most of all it was a blur.
I want to hope that there are better times coming, but 'hope' seems a foreign concept now.
It's hard to hope when faced with a hopeless situation.