May 01, 2011 01:41
Sometimes, taking a step back and facing your reality is so contradictory in and of itself. You can feel freed it a lot of ways, but also more heartbroken than you had ever imagined.
It's hard when you want someone to love you, and they do not. And when you're faced with the reality that they are about to move on in life, meet new people, see new things, and meanwhile, you remain planted in the same place where all of those memories you hold so fondly to that person flood you.