Apr 22, 2008 21:43
I'm having a hard time gaining up the courage to put in my two weeks. There never seems to be a right time. HOPEFULLY I will go in tomorrow and talk to Katie while I'm off. I told Jenny at United I would do it today or tomorrow and it was too busy for me to mention it today ): I'm frightened for some reason. Or maybe it's not fear, but doubt that it is the correct decision. I know I have many reasons to quit but I'm doing so much better financially and for the first time in my adult life I've had insurance and paid time off. That's really hard to let go of. I know after 3 months I will have that again but it will only be for a month or two until we move again...
I'm wondering if it's the right decision, or if I should stick it out until I move. But if I do that, it will be so hard to do anything I want to do or visit my friends or family here before my big move. Granted it's hard time wise now, but it will be hard money wise then. Gah
I really need to think about how they treat me like crap all of the time and move on! Granted things have been a little better between me and Katy since I told her off but it won't last for long as she's still a bitch and seems to not care for me much. And there is also the fact that one more screw up and I'm well... screwed and screw ups tend to be a dime a dozen around there and very incredibly easy to come by (and no one else seems to be written up for the same mistakes I'm written up for hrrmm...)
And there comes the final fact that I wanted to be a tech but continuously was shot down as I had to 'master the front desk' first. Then they just recently hired a tech with no training what-so-ever in the vet field. That's enough to make me scream.
So the posting the last fact makes me realize it's time for me to put my two weeks in. If anyone has balls to give me please I could use them now.