So I guess ... I'm back?
So it's like 2:30am and I doubt any of you even care anymore but I'm gonna make this post anyway, lol. :)
I know that I've been a terrible lj friend, especially since I haven't post in months, and I don't really have an excuse for why I didn't. So yeah, my deepest apologies. ;-;
I've been really stressed lately, and right now would be one of those moments, so I just want to write to my journal and kinda regain a safe haven where I can share my feelings again. I don't expect anyone of you to care, really, but I guess I do want to warn you of any upcoming emotional rants I may have. I suppose I'm not too confident and am a bit nervous about doing this, but I just feel like I simply can't find anyone in real life who would care anymore to listen to me and I'm not too comfortable with the idea of expressing my feelings elsewhere. I don't know, I just feel ... safer here.
If you don't understand a single word you're reading, don't worry, I'm not sure I know what I'm typing either. All I know is that I'm writing down whatever is coming to my mind on the spot, and I feel that I'm most honest when I do that. So I guess my honest self is a confusing self. Haha?
Anyways, it's now 10 minutes later and I should really be going off to finish on of my summer reading books instead of thinking anymore. Thinking the way I do don't usually bring out the brightest side of me, I've learn. So yeah. I'm going to leave now. Bye.